I'm really tired of all these.

Thursday, March 18, 2010 ,

8:57 PM

if my life is made up of pieces of puzzles,
then, the pieces i'm missing with is you guys...
made me felt so alone....
growing up under the care, concern and love of
others for 10years, moving on to growing up
on my own for 5years... where are you guys?
work.pathetic. money isn't everything, yet,
to you guys, money is much more important
than me.

where are you guys when i needed someone there for me?
where are you guys when i fell down and cry?
you guys are no where near me...

a girl who's already 15 actually asked her parents
why is it that they don't show their love for her.
this was their answer: "we don't know how to..."
what a joke.
she doesn't need you guys to be the richest parent,
doesn't need you guys to be the world's best parents.
she just need you there for her... she just need you guys
to really know what's on her mind, what is it she really
wants and how she really feel. yet, you guys turned away
from her... always back -facing her, so much so that she
could even tear right behind your back without you knowing.

this is when i know... the stress, pressure, comes from you guys.
i'm working so damn hard, yet to you guys, the process is NOTHING,
the results is EVERYTHING. don't tell me what to do and what not to.
i know what i'm doing. even if you're not supportive, at least just keep
quiet...

i'm always there for you guys... how about you?
跟你们拥有过的回忆，已经开始模糊了。。。

♥
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