I'm really tired of all these.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010 ,

9:33 PM

"Always mine."

tug of war was fun :)

100m run tomorrow. not sure whether my name is in anot

-.-

okay. i don't know what to say anymore.

feeling so lethargic.bio test tmr, not yet studied.

die.

seriously, you suck. giving me more and more

bad impression.

just go home, lock yourself in your room,

think about how good he was to you, yet you're

such a bitch to him. and finally,

CRY TO YOURSELF. CRY TO NO ONE BUT YOURSELF,

ASS.

yes, this is how irritated you got me.

attention seeker. too bad, he's gone forever.

he will never be yours.

Prelims coming in 4months time.

O's coming in 6 months time.

*screams*

D!♥

Monday, March 29, 2010 ,

7:36 PM

"Understanding and giving in is the key to maintain a relationship.. "

yesterday dinner was fabulous! :D had dinner at

aunt house! :)

hmm.. nothing much today.. coffee no stock, drank

milo instead. felt asleep awhile during SS. and

HOHO! Mrs ee didn't come today,

slept for one whole hour! :D

went SC room with Jasmin and did my homework there.

waited for D. :)

walked him home after that :)

someone asked me this, " what's so good about darryl?"

i didn't say anything, i just smile.

this was what's on my mind.

he might not be the best guy in other people eyes.

he might not be the perfect guy, but no one is perfect.

he might not be the richest guy, but i don't need him to be rich at all.

he might be younger, but it doesn't matter at all.

i just love the way he is...

i just love him...

D!♥

Saturday, March 27, 2010 ,

9:42 PM

"A relationship lasts by trusting one another. To gain

the trust, one must be sincere. With this both party will

engage in more talks. Relationship will blossom. :)

However, human beings have the element of temptation,

but the one who resists to only her/him, will gain everlasting

happiness."

that's what he wanna say to her and he's going to be.

and she's very touched.

so blessed to have you by my side Darryl.

thanks for being by my side...

happy first once again

iloveyou!♥

10:26 AM

Happy First Dear! ♥

we've been together for one month.

and we'll go on and on :)

ijustloveyou..

Friday, March 26, 2010 ,

9:09 PM

A life time promise from me to you.

It's Friday people~~~ weekends are here! :D

didn't get to drink my Milk Coffee today and i felt

abit sleepy than usual. :(

fell asleep for a short while during maths and biology. hahas

okays, Chemistry isn't very difficult, just that

i didn't really study for it . :(

Maths was still fine. hoping i can pass! :D

i not every Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, will be having

maths lesson :(

skipped EL mock paper and went JP with D! lol.

please don't learn from me. xD

went to get our couple ring! :):)

just a very simple one :)

went to get something to eat and went back school.

omg! ISH was being occupied by don't know what event.

-.- used bball court instead.

i seriously hate it when training is in bball court. so messy

and DUMB PEOPLE JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND

ENGLISH. THEY ARE JUST TOO DUMB. ONLY KNOW
HOW TO STEP YI GE. LOL.

hmmm. training was fine :) Covent kept disturbing me, trying to

make me fall! serve him right, got hit by D :)

training ended quite late today.

and, today is my last day of official training!

the rest of the trainings are optional and i've stepped down :D

and and, D blocked a shot for me today!! omg.

his throat got hit and it seriously hurt.

*sayang*

i got hit by volleyball during PE lesson too. hahas.

after training, walked D home and went home.

godly, whole body aching like hell sia.

planning to go IKEA tomorrow eh, but if my body

is still aching tomorrow, i think i'll

just say at home and nua! xD

D is having tuition until 10, so i'm waiting for him now :)

3morehours! :D

together as always..

D!♥

Thursday, March 25, 2010 ,

7:34 PM

"He's my priority."

it's finally Thursday! :)

and and one good thing about today is,

Teo wasn't here! :D and and, i'm super

guai la. i complete the compre paper leh.

hahas! hmmm.

house practise quite boring lo. went back class

awhile and me, yaoqing, kaixuan, jasmine and

millie were playing crocodile. xD

we run on tables and chairs and laughed the hell

out of ourselves. it was super funny! hahas!

after that, went to walk around with kaixuan.

took part in Tug-of-war. trust me, it was super

tiring and funny. LOL

my arms are aching now! :(

training tomorrow! :)

a whole lot of time together tomorrow ! :)

because you're my priority :)

D!♥

Wednesday, March 24, 2010 ,

6:46 PM

"Love will conquer all."

i'm feeling so much better after telling D what i

had been keeping to myself for these past

few days and i'm feeling so much better and happier! :)

and and, thanks alot D! :D

i know it's because you're busy.. i'll wait till you're free.

praying hard that no more last minute stuff will occur

on friday!! :D

friday will be my last official training le, after that,

i no longer have to go for CCA. but, i'll still

go if i've nothing on! :D

why? because someone will miss me. HAHAS!

hmmm. waited for D after school cause he

was having oral. walked him home after that

and went back home :)

house practise tomorrow after school.

it's gona be boring because D is sports leader

and he has to do his duty. D:

so sad!

omg, tomorrow's THURSDAY!

3periods of EL, GODLY SIA~

please be interesting~ xD

3moredays dear! :)

D!♥

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 ,

8:04 PM

"Irritating people are always behaving in irritating way to irritate people!"

it's only Tueday and i'm feeling so tired of school.

hais... lousy night, slept late and woke up super early.

LOL. felt so tired the moment i woke up..

went school with Kenneth, thanks :)

thanks for the breakfast SY.

thanks dear! :)

sky was slowly turning grey during bio lesson.

Shimin: hamka look, the sky very grey leh.

Hamka: Lord Vodemok (don't know how to spell his name) is coming.

Shimin: LOL! no lo, is Percy Jackson is coming! hahas!

hmmm. Maths lesson was cancelled! woohoo~

meet D at canteen, had lunch with Jasmin and Hamka

and went Quadrangle find him. played soccer with them .

LOL!

i think i only stood down there and walk around lo. xD

went bball court after that... stupid Jiaswee. asshole.

sent D home and went back home :)

hopefully there's nothing on tomorrow after school! :D

dear, i'm so sorry i made you so worried about me yesterday night.

it wouldn't happen anymore, i won't cry anymore...

thanks for being there for me when i was feeling so down.

thanks for telling me how great i am.

thanks for comforting me and listening to whatever i've got to say.

you made me felt so safe after talking to you..

iloveyou Darryl! :)

Monday, March 22, 2010 ,

7:02 PM

first time and i hope it will be the last! :)
please be more careful. you know it upsets me!
you also know, it's all because i care and i love you.
:)

D!♥

Saturday, March 20, 2010 ,

4:49 PM

woke up early morning 8.10! hahas!

bath, prepared, just nice for tuition. hoho

tuition ended at 10plus. was feeling super

hungry! waited for mum and we went

down for breakfast! :D

and, i'm stuck at home the whole day

today.

so bored~

*yawns*

7moredays. (:

♥H!

Friday, March 19, 2010 ,

4:33 PM

NOT MY DAY!

was suppose to meet Kenneth and Jengila

6.45 outside JP mac. but Jengila reached at 7. -.-

godly sia. the bus driver. no one wants to alight,

also no one at bus stop, he still go stop at the stops

for quite some time. wth! pissed off.

then place my order. wah, ANGRY SIA!!

havent take breakfast jiu 一肚子气sia.

i repeated my order for don't know how many times,

that auntie still got it wrong. -.-

after that, eat till half, milo dropped.

my PURPLE shoes tio sia! now still got the milo stain!

after SS, went Mama shop and eat instant noodles~

Maths was fine. dismissed at 12! woohoo~

waited for Kenneth cause he wana play bball.

suay~ got hit my bball twice! so not my day!

:( if only D is there!! :(

stupid Kenneth, keep saying standing for too

long is not good for pregnant lady. -.-

left with him cause tired of waiting le.

hahas.

this was what happened at Bus stop.

Moses: Shimin, you last time used to like Amos arh?

Shimin: huh? i just know him nia.

Amos: ya lo.

the rest: anyhow only.

Casper: where's darryl?

shimin: he's at home.

Casper: is he dead? hahaha~

shimin: he's still alive and kicking.

and they all went laughing away.

LOL. what's the laughing point sia?

hahas.

stuck in front of my laptop chatting with D! :)

going JP with gor in the evening~ woohoo~

ages since i went out with him! :D

last day of holiday~

school's starting in fast pace AGAIN~ :(

tuesday baby tuesday! :D

谢谢你的温柔...

i'm blessed! :)

DCZR!♥

Thursday, March 18, 2010 ,

8:57 PM

if my life is made up of pieces of puzzles,
then, the pieces i'm missing with is you guys...
made me felt so alone....
growing up under the care, concern and love of
others for 10years, moving on to growing up
on my own for 5years... where are you guys?
work.pathetic. money isn't everything, yet,
to you guys, money is much more important
than me.

where are you guys when i needed someone there for me?
where are you guys when i fell down and cry?
you guys are no where near me...

a girl who's already 15 actually asked her parents
why is it that they don't show their love for her.
this was their answer: "we don't know how to..."
what a joke.
she doesn't need you guys to be the richest parent,
doesn't need you guys to be the world's best parents.
she just need you there for her... she just need you guys
to really know what's on her mind, what is it she really
wants and how she really feel. yet, you guys turned away
from her... always back -facing her, so much so that she
could even tear right behind your back without you knowing.

this is when i know... the stress, pressure, comes from you guys.
i'm working so damn hard, yet to you guys, the process is NOTHING,
the results is EVERYTHING. don't tell me what to do and what not to.
i know what i'm doing. even if you're not supportive, at least just keep
quiet...

i'm always there for you guys... how about you?
跟你们拥有过的回忆，已经开始模糊了。。。

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 ,

5:59 PM

hoho. I OVERSLEPT!!

and i had a super duper weird and funny dream!

told D about it and he was laughing away~

hahas!

this was what i dreamt about.

i was at Westmall with Mummy and Sis

and i'm actually pregnant! LOL

then that day is my child's birth date but for

some reason, my baby just never come out?

then my friend called me and tell me she's giving birth

very soon le. hahas!

weird dream rite???

back to where i stopped.

i'm supposed to wake up at 8 and do some work

before going out.. but i ended up waking

up at 9.45 instead. LOL.

went out at 10.50 and i was late by one min.

hahas. but Jeff was the latest! xD D waited for

me and we walked to GV together :)

watch Being Human.. hahas.

hilarious! xD went BK for lunch after the movie

and went Wallet Shop with D to get Siong's present

while Jeff went home cause he got tuition.

got D a new poach too :)

went to get Birthday card and sent D home.

okays, D is off to JE and play soccer with his friends

waiting for him to be back! :)

tomorrow~

safe and sound. :)

DCZR!♥

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 ,

6:16 PM

stayed at home whole day!

completed two homework le!!

still have plenty to go. hahas!

nice one, i drank 3 packets of Vitasoy today. xD

wahaha~

okay, i'm bored!

going out tomorrow~

woohoo~

you're all that matters. :)

D!♥

Monday, March 15, 2010 ,

7:30 PM

A picture speaks a thousand words.

iloveyou,dear! :)

D!♥

Sunday, March 14, 2010 ,

9:09 PM

Trust is a mutual thing. :)

hoho. i actually woke up in the afternoon! xD

stayed at home whole day. hahas.

nice one, maths lesson tomorrow and i've

yet to complete maths ws! :(

so dead!!

hmmm.. tomorrow, dear! :)

D!♥

Saturday, March 13, 2010 ,

10:03 PM

didn't update a proper one yesterday

cause was rushing over to Sis's house..

lol..

okay, yesterday's first lesson was Chem.

SIAN! almost fell asleep lo.

PE was even worst. 50m run. -.-

recess time WORST!

bought noodles, but i only took 2 mouth.

why? because the NOODLES IS TOO SPICY LE!

waste my $1.60. then went to buy biscuits.

took 3 then don't feel like eating le.

wasted 40cents. ROARS~

after recess was Maths. DIE~ i screwed up

my Vectors test. hais.

bio lesson was fine :)

after school, stayed back for History Mock paper.

not that bad :) hahas.

went 3e4 and find Jeff after that. D went for Night

Cycling meeting so i waited for him in class :)

jeff was still sick so he didn't go training..

training kinda suck? no idea why.

hais.. am i giving myself too much stress?? :(

hmm. D injured his right ankle!! :( hope he's feeling

better le :) after training, slacked in ISH..

hahas. walked D home after that :)

went to work with Sis this morning :)

super slack. but i'm super sleepy :(

went Westmall for lunch and went back

do paper work.. i couldn't find the

school shoes i want!!! :(

hmm. took 187 home after work~

super duper tired sia. fell asleep on the bus. hahas.

no work tomorrow~ woohoo~

D is off for Night Cycling!! i'm so worried about him.

cause he always injure himself de lo!!

hais...

can we talk?

Dear, please take good care! :)

iloveyou!

D!♥

Friday, March 12, 2010 ,

7:25 PM

currently in a hurry!

will update a better one tomorrow night!

i love you dear! xD

D!♥

Thursday, March 11, 2010 ,

8:50 PM

Tomorrow is finally Friday~

weekends are coming!! but, i'm working.

why?! D is going Night cycling~ he gona

PANGSEH ME. hahas..

Sis need help, so i'm going to work for her

should i go over sis's house and stay tmr?

or should i just wake up earlier on sat to complete

the paper work before work time?

hais..

i've changed my seat~

why? because my previous seat is right under the fan.

so cold!! and when i turn down the speed of the

fan, they will complain it's very hot.

-.-

so change with Linsen lo. wah, the seat shiok sia.

can lean against the wall. not so cold. BEST ARH! :D

Bio SPA was great! hahas. but i kinda fake

the results by abit? xD

went bbal court and find D..

slacked awhile and played Bball

with Kahkeng, chunsiong, junwei and a few more.

me and D were in different team and i'm

suppose to block him.

-.-

okay, i still prefer FB! hahas!!

at least i can steal the ball, unlike playing bball!! xD

walked D home after that! :)

you really pissed me off when you keep saying

i'm exactly like her.

it's like. WTH!

for god sake, we're TOTALLY DIFFERENT.

D!♥

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 ,

9:46 PM

Kenneth Lo overslept and PANGSEH me.

LOL.

D was already at the canteen when i reach school .

hahas.

maths lesson is really very GODLY!

so fast! and time seriously flies during Maths.

only do a few questions, one hour is gone..

English lesson is a torture man, so boring!!!

spent recess with D, went back class early cause..

nothing to do? lol.

that thought just strike in and i felt so lost..

but, manage to get myself up again? tsk tsk.

shift is from 5 to 6, so from 1.30 to around 4.45,

it's free time~ had lunch with Hamka and Jasmin.

bought bread and drink for D and went to find him.

went bball court at around 3 and slacked there till 4.45~

Chem SPA was still okay.. not that bad.

but, for sure, my part A is wrong. :(

Bio SPA tomorrow!!! :(

walked D home after that :)

Her name made me hate your POST IT!
it upsets me.

D!♥

Tuesday, March 9, 2010 ,

7:49 PM

the speed that Mrs Siow is going is seriously

way too fast!! but also can't blame her la.

It's already March!! :(

Mid-year is coming in less around 2months' time,

prelims are coming in around 4-5months' time

and O lvl are coming in JUST 6-7more months!!

yea, WTH! WTH! WTH!

starting to feel the stress !! :(

abortion is seriously damn disgusting!!

Maths lesson from 2 - 3..

waited for D till 4plus, then watched them

play soccer.. aiyo, D was so sweaty after that.

like just bath only lo. hahas.

walked him home after that :)

but it started to rain after we left school.

-.-

yea, was totally wet!!

took 99 home after that. was on the same bus as

Convent, Yiren and Cavier.

lol..

okay. chemistry SPA tomorrow.. KILL ME~

please be more careful!!

don't let soccer ball be your second girlfriend hors! xD

D!♥

Monday, March 8, 2010 ,

7:41 PM

it's Monday~ long way till friday.

hmmm. D is no longer staying overnight at

Jurong de house, so, i reached school

earlier than him!! hahas.

walked back to class together when the bell ring :)

hoho~ D found my full scape!! :D

it's on his table lo, i think it's because it

dropped on the floor, then it has his name behind.

hahas! xD

Maths lesson is so rushed! Mrs Siow is seriously

rushing lo. :(

monday morning is so cold~

waited for D in the library and did homework

together with Jasmin and Changchin joined in

after that. after D's lesson, went bball court..

he went to play bball with his friends. hahas.

stayed till 5plus and walk D home! :D

je'taime !

D!♥

Sunday, March 7, 2010 ,

8:57 PM

had a super weird dream. hahas.

dreams aren't good lo. because your brain didn't

rest at all!! :(

Mum is so kiasu la!! woke me up at around 8,

pestering me to prepare to go over Sis's

house. hahas. so, i crawled out of my bed,

bath, dressed up and went out le..

took cab to Sis's house. 20dollars sia!! xD

reached there super early.. 10plus i think.

Chapman just wake up only. sis still sleeping lo.

hahas.. help to blow the balloons and i gave up

after blowing 4. very tiring sia!!

helped to do up the place instead. very nice okay. xD

nothing to do le, so me, sis, mum and brother-in-law

played mahjong.

come on, i'm not that lousy.. at least won 50cents in the end. xD

nuan on the sofa together with Mummy after that.. hahas!

after that, played Black Jack!

brother in law was the banker. hahas! i won 2.90! :D

cab back home after that. :D

mummy started nagging at me again..

Mummy: 你不会饿？都没有吃。

Me:我有hors。

Mummy:刚才你才吃一点点。

Me:我不会饿。

Mummy:你一直没有吃，等一下饿死。

Me: evil sia..

hahas!

come on, won't die of hunger de lo.

hoho,.

school tomorrow.. sian!!

i haven't do SS sia.. hais..

i lost my foolscape!! T.T

hopefully it's in D's class, on Jeff's table.

i think i left it there on Friday. lol.

holidays are coming~

but still have to go back school for lessons.

not considered as holidays at all!! :(

tsk tsk..

D!♥

why are you still holding on??

you've lost your chance, there won't be another..

Saturday, March 6, 2010 ,

8:33 PM

I took a look at my phone and it's around 10..

i woke up immediately. hahas!

then when i walked out of my room,

i took a look at the clock, it's only 9.15. -.-

i think my phone timing already went haywire le,

just that i never notice. tsk tsk.

did homework, bath and went JP with mum

to get Nephew's birthday present :)

got him a super duper cute Elmo bag and i got myself

a Adidas watch that cost me $92 after discount! :D

wanted to get the Purple one, but ended up getting the

White & Green one. mummy say that one look

nicer on me :D

after that, went Pu Tien and waited for Sis and Dad

to reach. had lunch there and mum started nagging

about me and D.. yea, i told her i got boyf le.

not supportive, but i don't care. LOL

hmm.. i know they're worried. but i know

what i am doing :)

one whole day without him! :(

imissyou!!!

Say Hello to my new watch!! :)

ages since i post my photo. xD

i will stand firm! :)

D!♥