I'm really tired of all these.

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ,

11:05 PM

up and early at 8+. need to iron my OP shorts. so ke lian sia..
no shorts to wear. lols. meet Darling 10 at JP to shop for Jasmin's
birthday present.. O.o! shops are haven;t open. so went arcade..
i wana play House Of The Dead cause i never play before ma.
but both Darling & me no cash. so bo bian, went down withdraw
money from POSB then went back play.

then finally! shops all open le.. went to get her present and went
to Tampines meet Precious while Darling went home. after that meet
up with gor & jason. then went to lay bball.. before that, went Precious's
house. he wana eat first.. Zzz.. saw something that i don't really like.
hen mian qiang de zai dui Precious xiao. Zzzz..

felt super duper sticky and smelly! lols. sat right in front of the fan
then Precious say, " i no need the fan arh?" hahas! XD
hmmm.. watched Miss No Good:) weeS~! wo kan wan le!!
wa.. i love precious's computer la! won't hang de sia!!
i watch till so happy. hahas.. gor taught me how to play part of Fur Elise
on piano.. wahaha~! wo hui lehs.. hahas.

after that, went down had dinner with Precious while gor went home first.
then went back Preciou's house. Precious was busy playing PS2 while i
slack lor.. nothing to do then disturb him. hahas!! after that went down meet
Gor and Jason and went CS.. walked around and home-d.

will be out from early morning 7.30 to 1+am? lols. going take pay then shopping!
then go boon lay countdown lor. lols.. zzz.. and i'll sleep throught the whole of 01.01.09!
XD

baby,iloveyou.

Monday, December 29, 2008 ,

6:46 PM

woke up around 7+ due to the rain.. then was thinking, raining later
how to swim? lols. then went back to sleep. hahas. woke up again around
8+ by precious's message. lols. went back sleep and woke up at 9. bath,
prepare and went to meet them.

hahas. Precious was shivering like siao sia! bo bian, he went up first lor.
all Precious did was shivering at the pool. lols. then we continue playing
in the pool lor. then my turn to start shivering.. super duper cold sia.
then all went up le.. Zzz. wore the couple shirt with darling again.
i wear wrong side again. then went to change. lols..

after that, went to the 24-hours coffee shop mum mum then went to buy
BBT and bus-ed to JP.. train-ed to woodlands. went causeway point..
walk around. wa, first time we all went arcade, but never play. lols.. watched
ppl play lor.. walked around again, then the Pasa Palam, and home-d..

2more days to pay day. that also means...
4more days to school starts.. & i seriously dread it.

i dread school starting because that's the day that marks the day that we won't get to meet up often.
that's the day that marks the day we may start drifting apart.
though i know you're not mine, but, 我不想，不要也不能失去你。。。
because i once lost someone who is used to be important to me and i lost
myself at the same time.
i could no longer go through the same old stuff again.
but i know it's impossible that you'll always stay by my side,mylove.
still,iloveyoumydear..

The Wu Family.

Sunday, December 28, 2008 ,

11:37 PM

weeS~! whole day out with darling,precious, gor and yl:) meet darling 10 at boon lay
and we train-ed to Bedok. meet precious & gor 11 at bedok. meet yl at bus-stop and bus-ed
to the coffee shop there again. went Mac. precious & yl hungry le. lols. after that, headed
to ECP!! wahaha!

same old thing, rent 1 hour. cause got free 1 hour ma, skate till damn tired. don't know why
today super restless. Zzzz..super hungry too.. heehees.. me, precious and yl went right ahead.
letting the Wu family have time together. XD after skating, went Mac eat again. lols. hungry hungry. after eating, went arcade. lols. play play play. wa. i only spent 2dollars in arcade. heehees. li hai bahs?? after that, went Parkway lor. walk around then send darling to mrt station while me, precious and gor went Eastpoint mall. mum mum there and sat down near simei
mrt station chat chat..

then i kept pleading precious to go swimming with us. heehees. precious and gor will be
joining us tomorrow!! weeS~! hahas.. mummy was waiting for me at bus-stop sia. felt so bad.
lols. she very xiao qi sia. i told her i going swimming with darling int he morning, she jiu say i want darling don't want her. O.o! then say i no need pei her go shopping le. Zzz.. machiam like xiao hai zi, rite? lols.. well, that's my lovely mummy. no matter what happens, i'll still love her like the way i love her now:) of course i don't love her being unreasonable. XD

i don't know i just feel so upset and uneasy when i saw XP's photo.
my mood just drop right down to the bottom....
yea, i know. she's tall while i'm short. i admit i was jealous when you say you
trie woo-ing her back after the break up and of course, i know that's all in the past.
but somehow, i just feel uneasy. i don't know why...
ever since that particular day, the 'door' went closed and no one was unable to come in.
i could not feel anyone's existance nor warmth. all i know was.. i lost him and i could no longer love... all i wanted was him to be back and i admit i'm a fool to actually want that.
i know that there were people who had always been there, but somehow, i could not feel their existance in my heart because at the time, i no longer believe in love.
but that was all before i met you and get to know you.
you changed everything. i was able to felt your existance and warmth and i don't know why.
i notice i starting paying more attention to you as days passed, i notice i'm always looking forward to work as there's the only time i can to see you.
there's still so much more i want to say, but... leave it till next time...
as long as you'll stay by my side, i don't mind being the way we're now...

iloveyou,mydear.

Saturday, December 27, 2008 ,

4:09 PM

tralala~! i went for haircut le!!! look so weird la.. cut back last time de
style lor. but abit weird leh...Zzzz... woke up 9.30, waited for mummy
to get ready then went Boon lay shopping center cut hair lor. zzz..
waited for quite long.. after cutting, went NTUC find mummy take
money. XD then went back salon pay Ah Wind then went back NTUC
find mummy and home-d.

wahaha.. i complete my homework le!! heehees!! can enjoy till siao tmr and till
my holiays end!! wahaha!! parents all went kuku early in the morning. lols.
conversations btw me and dad..

Dad:when you got your pay hors, cannot bank in all leh.
Me: why??
Dad:cause you still under 16, by law is cannot work, then you suddenly bank in so much momey, government will check de.
(he told me in a very serious way)
Me: really meh?
then he continue...
Dad: you can bank in your money into my account.. :D
i was like.. O.o!!

then mummy even worst. lols. should not mention a word. Precious know only.
lols. yay!!! ECP tmr with Precious, Darling and Gor!! weeS~! skate skate skate!!
lalala~!!!

imissyou, precious!

Friday, December 26, 2008 ,

11:23 PM

wahaha! i'm back once again! hmm.. hmm.. today's my last day of work..
this time round, it's really good-bye... school's starting real soon. went Suntec
with P and Wilson after work! knock off at 5.30 cause nothing to do le. lols.

walked around Carrefour, bought donuts as dinner and went to the rooftop
and mum mum!! the rooftop very cool sia! hahas. we slacked there till 9+. hahas.
meanwhile,we talked about our own past and stuff. then P say it's all in the past liao
la. we must look forward la. lols. hahas. piggyback-ed Gor then P piggyback me! hahas.

didn't do much, but the 3 of us talked alot about some stuff. hahas. that's no work for them
tomorrow and sunday.. so, we're going ECP on sunday again! wahaha!! gosh~! no electricity at around 4am lor!! so didn't not bath in the morning then my hair weird weird de. Zzz..

Going for haircut tmr!! cutting back old hairstyle..

25.12.08
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! wahaha! worked up early early 9am leh!! meet darling 10 at boon
lay and we train all the way to Bedok to meet Gor & P! lols.. went to had breakfast and walked to ECP. lalala~! gor and me skate while P and Darling rent bikes. lols. damn funny la! taught
Gor how to skate but i fail sia!

Darling was the one who taught him how to skate. lols. me and P went ahead without them
but stopped after a distance and wait for them. lols. P and i let them er ren shi jie leh. lols.
wahaha! skating was fun!! i love it!! i want more more more!! after that, went to get drink &
went arcarde. wa. all the game very cheap! 50cents per game nia. after that, went play
Volleyball awhile nia. cause the field muddy muddy de. then me, P and gor went Tampines
while darling went home. she's bringing her sister out..

gor went home eat first while i peii P went house put bag. lols. then we went to had dinner
and waited for gor and jason. lols. i receieved christmas present from them! so touched! lols.
i so paiseh. only give them cards. ~.~ after that, went TM. lols. gor told me his story le and i told him mine.. lols. after that, went void deck and chat and home-ed at around 9.30. reached home 11+.. mummy never say anything sia.. miracle! hahas.

24.12.08
worked till 5.30 and chiong-ed home.. got party ma. meet Darling
at bus-stop and brought her to my house. went to bath and party time! nothing much.
this year abit sian. they didn't do countdown. sian. slept quite late... Zzzz

by darling

by gor

by precious!

photos on the day we went to fetch darling.. overdue photos.XD

gor! don't scold me hors!! XD

iloveyou,precious!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ,

9:46 PM

wahaha! i'm back! i went MIA sia!! hahas. no la.. went back to work again
last Thursday. cause i'm seriously rotting at home &... hahas.. another reason
is a secret leh.. XD work work work.. i feel so much better working... lols. i know,
it's weird. but, if you're me, you'll then understand why i prefer working life:)

my darling shiqi is back! we went to fetch her on sunday leh!! Dai heng & wilson
meet me at jurong east, then we went to eat and went IMM. meet yuan long and went
airport together(: after fetching her, we headed to Bugis!(: went Play By Ear till 6+ and went KFC for dinner. lols. WE, wilson not included, rot at PBE! XD

after dinner, went arcade lor. T.T i ctach bu dao wawa! the monkey don't want me.
sad la!! ZZzz.. now my darling, wilson & yuan long all know le. tsk tsk. i know, all told me
the same thing. Zzzz..went Sony & home-d...

till 8 today! only got me and dai heng lor. wilson and yuan long till 5.30 nia. cause they got
nothing to do. lols. wahaha.. MR seak actually pei me till mrt station sia. ji hao xin yi xia. XD
christmas party tomorrow! wahaha. i'll die on 25! i think they'll countdown tmr at my house.
wa.. like this i no need sleep le. T.T outing with know count gang on christmas!! ^^
i'll tell you whatever i want to let you know...XD

Zzz. i'm tired...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ,

5:29 PM

我好想你。。
我真的不想过着一个人的生活。。。
我必须怎么做，你才会多看看我，
把我放在你心里？
一个人好累。。。。

2:44 PM

here to do a super quick update. my modem and phone line is getting me
real loads of problem!! Technician from Singtel is coming down next Monday
to conduct a check on my house phone line. ROARS~! 5moredays!! roars~!!

woke up 9+ yesterday and discuss with sis where we wana go catch movie.
we agreed to meet Vivo to catch the move IGOR. lols. went Workplace find them(:
O.o! reached abit too early.. reached around 12!! but i left home around 1030 leh.
tsk tsk. had lunch with them and went off at 1.30.. bus-ed to Hougang and train-ed to
Vivo lor. lols.

the movie is nice~! lalala~! but didn't really concentrate.. cause sit until very xin ku & stupid
YL's message. ROARS~! about the seat, is it because i'm too short?? Zzzz. after movie,
shop around and home-d.. tralalala~! so sian la.. wahaha!! 1 more step and i will master
Fur Elise! i think only Wilson knows what i'm talking about. lols. XD

4moredays till we meet(:
imissyou..

Monday, December 15, 2008 ,

7:50 PM

just when i thought everything will go smoothly, she started mentioning about
helping sis getting a job.. we were in the public.. imagine how paiseh was that..
out of the sudden, my sis told mummy that Gor helped her ask about the job at my
workplace there. and i was like O.o! Gor actually lied to me yesterday! i told them about Gor
asking me for the workplace's number. and don't know why, everything became my
fault?! what i do sia?? Sis was the one who started everything AND it's wasn't even
my business BUT somehow, i got dragged into her problem!

then mummy kept scolding and scolding me. i was like, why say until like i was the one
who started everything. then out of the sudden, she say since me and sis can't get along
well, she don't want us to stay with her after she divorce with him.

Mum:since can't get along well, then you all don't follow me!
Me: then you want me stay with him la?
Mum:you don't ask me this.
Me:but i wan the one who made things cleared that i wana stay with you de lor.
Mum: but now i don't want you!

she has got no idea how much those words cut through my heart. the last time i had those
feelings was when he left me.. we quarreled for quite long then she asked me to get lost.
i cab home lor. she called me and scolded AGAIN when i was on cab and after she hung the
call, i kept telling myself not to cry lor. Zzz. but cannot control.. Zzz. so paiseh..
but the taxi uncle very good sia.. he knew i cried then i said wrong direction to him..
instead of left, i said right. he laughed and say, haha.. left, not right. and i said, sorry, is
left. Zzz.. reached home, cried out loud and i felt so much better.. apologise to mummy and
she called me. tell me go JP find her together with sis. O.o! weird! meet sis at void deck and
went JP find her lor.

the good thing about me and sis is that, no matter how heaty our quarrel is, we'll made up
once again immediately.. lols.. went JP meet mummy and da yi.. gosh~! expanded JP is really very big. lols. looks high class.. the stuff sold very expensive sia. lols. then wenting came.. all wana eat at Long John.. i was like *faint* yesterday just eat nia leh! lols. after lunch,
went shopping for our Christmas exchange gift, our own Christmas gift, my school shoes!
lols.. shop shop shop.. wahaha!! got my Kappa school shoes at 36.90! ex sia. lols. bought the hand puppet for exchange gift and my pig pig de piggybank!! my piggy will *oink**oink* de leh! so kawaii! lols. after that, we settled down at Pizza Hut for dinner cause got student meal ma. XD Zzz. i ate 2 slices of pizza and i'm super duper full. Zzz. after dinner, went POSB bank in $$ and home-d!

i thought i'll never get to meet someone so special after him, but i met you...
though i don't know how much i stand in your heart and how much i mean to you..
but trust me,you stand a place in my heart that longs for you & you mean everything to me.

Sunday, December 14, 2008 ,

10:35 PM

woke up early early 8am leh!! went for guitar lesson & went TM meet YL
and Wilson... they were late!! lols. made me waited for them. lols.
went TM walk walk. went to Wallet shop first. YL wana get a purse for
HER. XD then went Zinc(: wahaha~! i got my bag bag le. Wees~! cause i got
membership card, got discount leh!! actual price is 42.90, i got it at around 38?
wahaha~! so happy~! then Wilson manage to get his earring at only 2dollars!!
hahas.

then me and wilson train to Jurong East then change to red line go Woodlands
while YL alighted at Bugis to meet up with HER. lol. then me & Wilson went for the
BBQ(: hahas.. Wilson get along quite well with them(: and i'm glad. hahas. i am like
Wilson's nanny lor!! wo shuo de dui ma, wilson?? XD we left at around 5 and went
Bugis meet Dai heng(: went Long John mum mum. lucky never go BK. i eat BK chicken
eat dao scare sia! after dinner, went Play By Ear... Wilson was enjoying himself while
me and dai heng sat down there and rot? lols. we entertain each other lor. play here play
there lor. lols. but most of the time, is he bully me!! he da qi xiao! hahas.

after that, we went arcade lor. T.T my monkey gone le~~~~!!! saw Junhong. lols. ehs.
my cousin Junhong.. lols. O.o! he liu long hair sia!! so weird.. lols. after that, went Sony
and home-d.. Zzz. so tired....

imissyou.

Saturday, December 13, 2008 ,

12:24 PM

It's Saturday!!! lols.. woke up early early 9.10am! lols.. wash up,
bath and went Best for breakfast with mummy(: had roti prata.. wa..
super duper full sia! lols. then she went to buy Toto while i go buy BBT.
wahaha~! honey green tea leh!! hahas. then went to find her. then i was thinking..
like something missing leh.. think here think there.. O.o! i didn't bring my booklist
along. XD hahas. went back home take while mummy waited for me at bus stop.
hahas!!

bus-ed to school lor. wa.. very empty. hahas.. the indoor stadium was.. O.o! not really
very nice leh. Ooops..XD after getting textbooks, cab home(: lols. mummy of course okie
with it la. i pay for the cab ma.. lols. reach home, tidy up my textbooks and wahaha~! watch
Miss No Good in youtube(: lalala~! faster 3 bahs! then i'll leave home and meet them! wahaha!
going workplace there meet them(: go there give everyone a surprise visit! wahaha!!

was talking about getting laptop with mummy on the way back. i want laptop laptop laptop!! XD
mummy say win for her strike lottery or depend how much bonus she get this year lor.
tsk tsk. i'm already waiting!! wait till my neck long long le leh!XD mummy's not working on monday and friday! waaha~! going shopping with her!! together with Da Jie(: hopefully my Precious Chapman will be there too(: hahas..

be back after i meet up with them! (:

hoho~! i'm back!! went out 3, went all the way back to workplace(: they will shocked
when they saw me. wahaha~! Wilson was waiting for me outside~! he was the only
one who kneew i will be giving a surprise visit(: i told him de ma. hahas. cao lei asked me how come i'm back. hahas. went in find lao ma.. lols. she was shocked! then went to find xiao fang!
she hug hug me!! hahas. then went to find lao pa(: kept hi-5-ing with lao pa. heehees. felt so
werid staying in my department there cause that MH kept staring at me!! so went out chat chat
with wilson & cao lei lor. lols.

waited for YL at bus-stop.. Zzz. missed three bus NO.93 lor! lols. finally! i get to see Dadddy
in real person le.. lalala~! hahas. went to Novena.. went BK and mum mum!! then went looking for wilson's piano. couldn't find. then we all thought it's not Novena Sqaure then went counter ask. so paiseh sia..

ME: may i know the way to Novena Square?
REPLY: oh. this is Novena Square..
i was like. O.o! damn paiseh sia!

then Dai heng went up to ask for instrument shop. the person say Novena squre don't have, we can try at don't know what Square. so we walked there. O.o. kena scam. lols. the instrument shop focus more on guitars lor. lols. then we train-ed all the way to JE and we
seperated.. or rather, i was seperated with them. lols. wahaha~!

going out again tomorrow!! hmm.. after guitar lesson, go TM meet Wilson and YL. then shop shop le, YL leaving to meet his friend while me and Wilson will go for the BBQ then we'll meet Dai Heng at bugis to catch catch my monkey~! wahaha!! perfect plan! lols. well, that's my day!!!

Know Count Gang. but my darling Shi Qi missing! faster come back from China la!XD

Me & Dai Heng

Me & YL

Me & wilson

Friday, December 12, 2008 ,

5:24 PM

second day without work.. Zzz.. the feeling is really super duper weird! lols.
woke up 10.45, clean my messy room, mop the floor, pom pom, went down buy
lunch, completed one of my HCL hmk:) lalala~! left with HL compo & EL assignment.

rotted at home! so sian!!! sunday sunday sunday~~!faster sunday can go out! lols.
tmr going back school buy textbooks. tsk tsk. boring boring boring~!

wilson~!! see i very nice rite? say will write something you leh. hahas.
i never lie to you(:
haiyo, the machines always like this de.. chill~! relax.. angry will make you look old. XD
must smile more arh:))

Thursday, December 11, 2008 ,

2:06 PM

i'm back! today's post gona be a long long long one:)

yesterday was my last day of work. i actually woke up 5.30AM!
wahaha~! meet Wilson at Eunos and we went to buy breakfast:)
reached there early early 7.55am. first time so early. lols. had breakfast and
very fast jiu kai gong le! xiao fang came in and bind wires! lalala~!

tai gong was sick so he didn't come for work. time sure fly.. around 8.50,
went around taking photo woth xiao fang, lao ma, lao pa and da long xia!
weeS! liu zuo ji nian ma. then it was 9. T.T time to knock off. went to do roundings.
dai heng peii me. went in find lao pa, one last hug from him. then hug hug xiao long,
hug hug da long xia, hug hug xiao fang, hug hug lao ma. oh, ah ma went off at 8..
hug hug ah ma too!! so sad! when i was about to leave that room, i couldn't control my
tears!! T.T dai heng comfort me. lols. he say don't cry, don't cry. he help me wipe my
tears away. lols. dai heng's parents came and fetch him. lo bang me and wilson go
Eunos:) we wanted to eat dessert. but close liao. in the end, buy Mr.bean pancake,
bubble tea and sat at the pavement and eat. after that, peii him wait for bus 28 and i home-d.
phone went no battery. O.o! reached home charge and on it. Zzz. 7messages! gosh~!
lols. that was how i spent my last day:) i miss them!!

lao ma working~!

dai heng working.

best of partners.. both super love to slack.

ah mei ah ma!!<3

went Suntec with Wilson & YL on monday:)

IGOR biscuit! free gift. we went to catch the movie Bolts.
very nice show!:)

dai heng with my specs.

wilson's favourite face!

time for speeches:)

Dai heng; the tall tall one.XD
thanks alot for lending your shoulder when i was tired, and wiping my tears yesterday night. thanks for teaching me how to pack those calenders & flip flip! thanks for not being angry at me when i always never arrange nice nice for you to pack. so sorry about that too. thanks for showing concern when i was sick that time and you reminded me that i haven't
took my medicine on the day we went to catch Bolt. you must have a hard time entertaining with my craps bahx? lols. xi guan jiu hao, rite? hahas. you still owe me a few things! lols. i know, your favourite line, "see my mood lor.XD" hahas! we'll always always keep in contact and meet up often! though we live very far from each other. lols. oh ya, my monkey!! heehees.

Wilson;wu gui!XD
thanks for showing so much concern!! this guy here, kept telling me cannot eat this, cannot eat that when i was sick. kept telling me to spam water, rest well. but i know you're
concern about me:) thanks a million!i know you're going to miss my unique "money sign"! hahas!! now you're sick, must take good care arh. drink loads of water:) same thing, we live very far from each other, but we'll always keep in contact & meet up often!!

My yan dao ah Goh lao pa!!
firstly, i must say, he's very very tall! lols. look at the photo and it's like, O.o! so obvious la. lols. lao pa's job is cutting paper. lao pa, you must be extra careful when working hors. if cut dao hand de hua, need 2 weeks then will recover lor! and and, don't smoke too much! i will study hard hard de!! i'll miss you, lao pa! see you next year! love ypu, lao pa!:)

My siao siao Sally lao ma!!
lao ma is just sitting behind me during work. hahas. i always disturb her de. say what "you better don't take many many hors, if not later give me everything." hahas. cause she's always walking around ma. we always joke around and laugh out real loud machiam we're at home lor. hahas. lao ma, don't fall sick le hors, if not you will take 1 week MC again & tai gong will die horribly! lols. XD see you next year!! love love you! muacks!

My da long xia!!!
another super tall guy. even taller than lao pa & dai heng. da long xia always play and joke around with me:) last long long with your girl arh. jiayou in earning $3000 a month! da long xia very teng wo de! i'll see you next year! miss you!

my xiao fang!!!
we joke, we crap, we play. hahas. short and sweet.:) i love you, my beloved!

George tai gong! i don't have photo of him. but, still, thanks alot. tai gong really very teng wo de lor!! i'll always remember everything that you have done for me! letting 5 of us off at 5.30, didn't scold me for i was late for work as i overslept, always letting me know you care for me. i love you, taigong! miss you too! get well soon. see you next year!

thanks for all those wonderful memories:) i brought in nothing yet i bring along with me
all those unforgettable & wonderful memories. i believe we're fated to meet and to know each other. i cherish and treasure each and everyone of you like i had never did. you all played a part in my life and that's not going to stop. i'll go back next year abd the year after. we'll meet again, and work together again just like now. i might just be someone who happens to walk pass your life, but you guys played a part and will never leave. though we're far from each other, yet you guys will always be on my mind.

KNOW COUNT GANG! hahas.
same thing, i have wonderful memories with all of them! Wilson Wu, Seak Dai heng, Huang Shi Qi, Chua Yuan Long & Me! is zhi xuan counted? lols. i still remember the first place we went, TM!! hahas. we went there together with Wilson's brother, Jason & zhi xuan, dai heng's sister. i was still running as fever at that time. hahas. then the next time we went was Bugis! hahas. went Play By Ear and then arcade! hahas. then was tm again. where we catch the movie Bolt. then suntect without daiheng and shiqi. lols. i'm sure we'll meet up once again! i love you guys!!

everyone's life is just like a story. we are the ones who write our own stories.