Fuck, off.
I'm really tired of all these.



Thursday, December 30, 2010 ,
1:26 AM

sometimes, it's just best to keep quiet
and pretend you are fine.



Monday, December 27, 2010 ,
12:31 AM

First Christmas with you!
i hope we will get to spend next year's Christmas together. 
:)


Thursday, December 23, 2010 ,
1:26 AM

ya.. maybe i am too naive.. 
yes... 是我太天真了...



Tuesday, December 21, 2010 ,
12:11 PM

New hair color!
since you no longer post about me,
it's time i stop too.
:)


Saturday, December 18, 2010 ,
1:32 PM

when i am back to who i am,
don't start complaining again.
i am totally tired of running after you...
no matter how hard i try, you're still far away.
do you even know i am feeling so damn insecure now.
problem is, do you even care...
i really wish i can leave for a moment..
when i give up, it's really the end...
1 month ago, i wished for a world of my own,
you appeared and came into my world.
now, i wish for a world of you and me,
but, it seems like i am losing you..



Thursday, December 16, 2010 ,
11:38 PM

maybe what CH say were right..
everything was on impulse..
it was a mistake from the start..


Monday, December 13, 2010 ,
2:15 AM

this video together with the rest seriously laughed the shit out of me.
haha!
you might not be the best, but, you are my dream..


Sunday, December 12, 2010 ,
1:44 AM

it doesn't matter anymore.


Saturday, December 11, 2010 ,
11:37 PM

off today! :)

waited for ♥ to wake up. like seriously,

he only woke up after 1. -.-
so we left home at the same time.
i was late and so was he. he is always late!
rushed to cinema. we werent late for the movie!
hmm. Skyline is okay. nothing special.
best thing about the movie..
is the way the guy actually protect his girlf no matter what form he is.
after movie, went for dinner and went Chinatown for KOI!
walked around Clark Quay after that!
I simply the time we spent on the bridge.
i wished time would stop at the very moment.
went around looking for stickers and he really just follow me.
silly..
Bought STICKY! :)
and he sent me all the way back home.
and he actually board the wrong bus and he kept whining about it.
haha! okay, now, he's gona ignore me because he is
watching soccer. -.-
guys..
lol.
anyway, it's just another awesome day!




,
1:44 AM

ever since i started working, i kinda lost my life?
lol.
it's just Work, Eat, Sleep, Com. 
that's all.
when it's off day, go out for movie or something with boyf.
that's all. 
lol


Thursday, December 9, 2010 ,
10:27 PM

Just let me be the way as i am.
Just leave me alone if you have no plans to be my dream guy.


Wednesday, December 8, 2010 ,
12:26 AM

don't tell me things are still the same when obviously,
things have changed like no one's business .
fml.



Monday, December 6, 2010 ,
12:57 PM

Current mood: Insecure, yet pretending i don't mind at all.
this suck.
the future doesn't seem so bright after all.
so, just let me be the way as i am..
the perfect way of not being bothered by anything at all.


Friday, December 3, 2010 ,
9:41 AM

"现在和你在一起 我的世界就只有你." - By HIM.

HE IS TOTALLY AWESOME! 
he wrote this on his FACEBOOK just so that i can see, just so that
he can tell me how he really feel.
He is awesome because despite after a tiring day at work,
he asked me out for dinner just so we can spend time
together.
He is awesome because he will want to put request for off 
on the same day just so we can go out .
He is awesome because he will hold on to my hand whenever we are
together.
He is awesome because he is the kind of guy i dreamed of..
the kind of guy who will put me in his first priority.
He is just way too awesome!
i can't be sure if we will last, for we don't say things like 
"i want spend my entire life with you" etc..
but no matter what, i am still glad he came into my life.
even if we don't work out, he is still awesome and i am still glad. 
:)


Thursday, December 2, 2010 ,
11:37 PM

i admit i had changed..
my life no longer only have boyf.. i've walked out of those
kind of life ever since that very day..
it's not that i dont care.. it's just that i no longer know how..



,
2:30 AM

finally get to meet up with them except for Shujuan, she fell sick!
get well soon babe! :)
went bugis with Millie, Jinxia and Jiaen yesterday
and meet up with GV friends at town for movie!
meet up with Millie and Jengila before work today
and headed off to work. 
oh well, there are just things i don't want to face.


Wednesday, December 1, 2010 ,
2:21 AM

flying to Thailand one month later!