Fuck, off.
I'm really tired of all these.



Monday, May 31, 2010 ,
5:21 PM

Maths is taking me away from you, on your birthday. :(

okay. Chinese O lvls is down and i hope i can clear it
and i guess this will mark the end of my Mother Tongue?
*praying hard!
after paper, went to nearby cake shop and bought a 
small cake for baby. it's his birthday tomorrow but,
i cant be sure i'll be able to meet him tomorrow,
cause of Maths lesson from 1.30 to at least 3.30.
T.T
jasmin accompanied me to get the cake . :)
okay, i lied to him saying i pei Jasmin go get something,
but i don't wanna let him know i'm getting him a cake. 
after getting it, went to his block, asked him come down,
passed him his cake and present, and i left.
yes, i left just like this.
went JP meetup with Jiaen, Millie, Adela and Soonkeat for lunch.
went Burger King.
ages since i had lunch outside of school with them. 
had been giving all my time to him.. maybe, it's not worth it?
after lunch, Jiaen left! roars! so we walked around,
and i finally tried Magnum Gold! :D
nice! but very sweet uh. after that, i found out something
damn shocking! okay, i take back my words..
saying he's the most handsome teacher in HY.
roars!
headed home at around 3.30.
school tomorrow.
gona wake up at the time when the others are sleeping
soundly!! i hate being 16... D:
ending off with my new way of scaring people,
拜能!
*Adela and Millie screamed!
LOL!


Saturday, May 29, 2010 ,
5:09 PM

Its better not knowing so much.

someone told me that sentence just recently, and that someone is 
someone important to her. if she knows that someone is 
chatting with me, she will scream. LOL.
and, yesterday then i know why she said i steal another someone 
away from her. wth!
firstly, i didn't steal cause he wasn't even hers.
and, if she treated him well, will he even fall for me?
she didn't make herself clear of her feelings to him when he's deeply in
love with her.
she only made herself clear just very recently. 
eat shit and die la hor.
it's all in the past. and, don't use that someone to act one close
with another someone.
if she do that again, this is what i'm going to tell her,
F*** off away from him and die.
come on la, another someone is already attached liao,
what in the world you still wanna go close with him?
always doing things without thinking and getting
yourself into deep shit, then asked other people
to back you up and settle things.
so yea, F off and die.
people who still go so close with someone who's attached,
SUCK.


Friday, May 28, 2010 ,
11:47 PM

hmmm. it's a public holiday! 
i spent my morning making a birthday card! ♥
after that, went down to Er gu's house for steamboat
cause cousin is enlisted to NS!! omg!!
won't get to see him so often le! D:
hmmm. but, 2 years will pass very fast! :)
after eating, head down to block 846 and meet up with D.
wah, chianwooi, jiayong, boon, kk, chunyee, thengchew all
there sia. LOL.
it was raining super heavily, so we decided to go jp.
went Safra and watched them played pool.
chunyee super epic la! and, boon so funny,.
he used my phone to sms darryl, then i used darryl's phone
to reply. LOL!
after that, went back to jp .
went to register for Chemistry tuition but the time slot that
i want is full. -.-
went to meet up with them again. haha!
one by one left, then left with me, Darryl, Jiayong, Chianwooi and Boon.
went Carl's junior for dinner! :) first time!
i gave half of my burger to Boon, and Jiayong finished my fries ! 
LOL!
after dinner, went to walked around and went back home.
what should i say?
i seriously need tuition for pure chemistry! T.T


Thursday, May 27, 2010 ,
6:19 PM


90th! Happy 3rd month!

school from 8 to 10.. i think it's kinda waste of time lo.
tsktsk.
Mama Shop with Kenneth, Jasmin and Lifang after MT lesson,
and went back home. got back report book, results aren't good.
only Chinese is A. lol.
better than no A . :D *positive
reached home, bathed, prepared and off to JP.
reached JP around 11.50, so went to withdraw money first.
he's late! roars!
went to get movie tickets, then walked around.
bought sushi and bring into theater! wahaha~
Jumbo Hotdog so big!! LOL
okay, Shrek Forever After is nice!!  :)
after movie, went to shop for his top!!
got him a top as birthday present.. :)
walked around, went popular to get my file and mouse.
and went back home. :)
okay, my new mouse rock! haha.
okay, that's all. tomorrow is public holiday!

start off with isolating..


Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ,
7:36 PM


 first of all... the guy who took my  watch, i got him!
i saw him wearing my watch and yes, i went to report .
He told Mr. T that he found it in the quadrangle.
*what a joke
i didn't see it with my own eyes he took it from my bag, but
i'm super sure he stole mine! and, when he said he found
it in the quadrangle, why didn't he report it to General Office?
joke rite? haha.
bloody guy, you've got records of stealing, who in the right mind will
believe you?
another joke, a guy, who's one of the accomplice, actually got
a reward for helping someone to nab a thief. *what a joke
a thief chasing after a theif. tsktsk.
what is the world becoming to?
NEXT.
maybe you shouldnt think so highly of yourself and go around
GL-ing other people. i didn't even go bother you, yet you're
always irritating me. sucker. main point is, results aren't anything.
for god sake, you got an B4 for your Mother Tongue, i got a A2.
want GL me is it? wait till you can master your MOTHER TONGUE, sucker.
coward. after GL-ing so much, and this case was brought up to
the teachers, you didn't even dare to come school and only
saying it's your fault. *joke
shall stop here. talking about him pissed me off.
hmmm. okay, i've decided not to drop my science . :D
anyway, teacher don't really recommend us to drop too.
so, i shall work super hard on Chemistry! 
chiong uh!
hmmm.. lifang is pretty upset. :( hope she cheer up soon.
:)
it's 27 tomorrow! :D
89th!

learning to...


Friday, May 21, 2010 ,
6:33 PM

84th!
hmmm.. i failed Chemistry overall. -.- first time sia.
whole class only got 11 people pass. and, only got one A2,
the rest is just pass nia. wth.
i'm thinking of dropping to combine science. D:
i'm not confident of scoring a B3 and below for Pure 
Chemistry. but, i don't want to drop my Pure Biology.
aahhh!! dilemma!
hmmm. hmmmm. what to do, what to do ?!
hais... 
gona brush up on my A maths!
*mug*


Wednesday, May 19, 2010 ,
7:23 PM

  • check up was horrible.
  • operation on 14 june.
  • lunch at HKE mac with D.
  • JP Harris to get his stationery.
  • head back home.
  • i'm very tired; woke up at 7.
  • feel like sleeping.
  • not looking forward to tomorrow.
  • lastly, i'm just too lazy to update. 


Tuesday, May 18, 2010 ,
7:43 PM

81th!
finally! it's over! :) roughly around 2 months to Prelim?
gona die hard. LOL.
woke up 9plus cause Chemistry SPA only start at 1.30.
meet up with Jengila and Lifang at JP for lunch.
went Kopitiam for lunch and seriously, the food is damn expensive.
-.-
bought takoyaki for D and walked around JP and headed to school.
D was playing bball in school. passed him the takoyaki and went for
SPA. seriously, it's super duper warm! fans were off! sweat like
hell. then like wth, can't see clearly with goggle on. -.-
after SPA, went bball court and find D!
stayed there till 4plus and went back home. 
seriously, those guys suck.
Marking day tomorrow. check up early in the morning.
hopefully can get to meet up with D! :)
D's currently having tuition~
i love you baby! :)


Monday, May 17, 2010 ,
7:55 PM

here for a quick update.
  • movie with D yesterday at jp. Iron Man 2! SUPER NICE! :D
  • i bought a pair of new school shoes and the guy who served me was so LOL!
  • i told him size 5 too big, can give me size 4? then his jaw dropped. LOL
  • today marks the end of Mid-year! :D
  • second BIO SPA is over! :D
  • went KFC and eat with D, trust me, the whole journey to and back, is super funny.
  • second CHEMISTRY SPA tomorrow!
  • wont get to meet D for 2 days! D:
  • Check up at NUH on wednesday morning. ):
  • oh ya, i told D i will scold him in my blog! LOL 
I HATE♥ YOU, BABY! (:


Saturday, May 15, 2010 ,
9:22 PM


here for a short update. yes, sec 3s' midyear are over!
yet we're still suffering. hais! 2 more papers and 2 SPA to go!
but this doesn't put a pause to all those suffering! 
everyone else is having one month JUNE holidays while we only
have two weeks. -.-
have to report to school for the first two weeks for lesson.
need to chiong syllabus. seriously, mid-year are a waste of time.
school should use that period of time to finish teaching everything lo.
main point is this..
i'm prepared to fail my Amaths and Chemistry.
tsktsk.
hmmm.. Check up at NUH on marking day.
hope it wont take up a lot of my time!
:)



this feeling... 
so insecure.
imissyou.


Tuesday, May 11, 2010 ,
7:07 PM

short update.
busy with exams, will be back soon! :)
a total of NINE papers down! :D


Friday, May 7, 2010 ,
8:45 PM

woke up feeling quite unwell...
whole body aching, running fever. D:
but i still drag myself out of house and head for school!
why? because i don't want spend a weekday not being 
able to meet up with D!
so, i went to his block again, meet up with him and walked
to school together. haha!
we just love walking to school together. (:
reached school kinda early. we were waiting for jasmin
to reach lo. cause she kept saying D got the retarded look
then D say wanna give her the look again and make 
her laugh till cannot laugh. LOL.
in the end, she didn't come canteen. haha.
was planning to head back home after Maths, but changed my mind
cause i still wanna meet up with him!! during PE, played Ice & Water,
sweat like hell~ and my fever's gone! :D
spent my recess watching him play soccer. :D
chem was fine, somehow, fell asleep for a few times. oops.
bio! zai! celebrated Mrs Ee's birthday which is tomorrow. :)
so nice right? LOL.
after school, meet up with D at canteen. he went for Maths
lesson at 2 while i head to library with Jasmin and study.
:)
wth! we can like stuck at one question for like at least 15mins?
after one hour, only complete 4 questions. :(
Chin Ming and Yingchong joined us at 3. slacked abit after
they joined in. then i went off at 4 to meet up with D 
again! :D
went ISH hall and watch them play bball. then went down play. 
haha.
left at around 5, went mama shop get drink and nuggets! :D
and walked him home~ :)
went jp after that to get my watch! bought back the same one.
cause i didn't tell mum that i lost the old one.
though it's exactly the same, but the feeling is so different.
it's still a fact that that's the new one...
and it costed me another 92bucks.
D:
hmm. tuition tomorrow at 9.30.
:)
phone with D later! :D
he's currently in Physic tuition and i bet he's like day-dreaming,
dreaming about his bed cause he's very tired...
haha!
Monday is Humanities paper.. and i've yet to memorise!
T.T 
really need to start memorising~
GG. haha! maths today, Humanities tomorrow! 


and baby, i love you!


Thursday, May 6, 2010 ,
7:23 PM

i lost my watch... my watch....
all i'm hoping now is to be able to find the
same one and buy it again so that
mum wont find out.

all these while, dear had been by my side..
helping me in all the ways he can. look for the watch,
staying by my side and comfort me, telling me
not to cry anymore...
small little actions like wiping my tears away,
staying by my side, holding on to my hand tightly,
let me know that i'm not alone..
thanks alot dear. i'm sorry that i got you so worried.
but i'm fine le.. i'm really very glad i have you by my side.
yupp, a lesson learnt. will never leave my watch outside le.
i love you baby! (:


Wednesday, May 5, 2010 ,
7:10 PM

a little too tired..
school had been fine, everything are fine.
the only thing that's not fine is...
I NEED MORE TIME! 
LOL!
yet to start revision seriously.
hahas. die~
hmmmm. one thing,  i seriously don't really
like the VP1. tsk tsk.


hey baby!
iloveyou! (:


Monday, May 3, 2010 ,
8:12 PM

shall do a fast and quick update.
Check up in the morning, was posted to NUH for a more
detailed one, no idea when.
went aunt house awhile then mum sent me to
library. NO TABLE!!
waited for D to reach then we decided to go Mos burger
study. but we ended up eating then head back to
library cause Khai Keat sai got seats le.
ended up, got me, D, Khai Keat, Junwei and Convent
share one table. hahas.
left at around 5, went popular with D to get some stuff
and headed back home.


a great day with you by my side baby! (:
iloveyou!! ♥



Saturday, May 1, 2010 ,
10:44 PM

i swear i didn't make this up. hahas
thank you, Ter ren! :D
"you are a very great senior,a senior that care for juniors that love
 their junior,so there is one junior here that want to wish you 
good luck for O level and graduate into a sch that u want."
i'm too lazy to update.. 
will update tomorrow.
:)
*EDITED
okay, here i am blogging about yesterday.
mum went to wai po house early in the morning
so i told her i'll go over on my own later cause i wanna
complete some work first.
went over in the afternoon. my nephew is super
talkative and playful. hahas.
went off at around 4plus, went to Changi Beach Park.
super windy~ hahas.
my nephew is so GAY~ LOL. he dont dare to step
the sand! hahas. he will stick to me and want me
to carry him then his legs will raise up high. LOL
after that, mum sent him home. hahas.
on our way back, he kept doing ghost face. 
cute sia. so i pay along with him. he's only 2years old
and he will say this when we say he's naughty.
"Aunty Mary naughty!"
LOL. Mary is th maid looking after him. hahas.
after that, headed home. that's all.
going out later to celebrate Mother's Day with
aunt's family! :D


i admit i'm selfish, but that's because i only want you to be mine.