Fuck, off.
I'm really tired of all these.



Saturday, November 28, 2009 ,
10:19 PM

woodlands with NICHOLAS today!! :D
i've settled the exchange gift! :D
okay, super broke now. working tomorrow!!
money~~~


causeway to westmall to jp. hahas!!
okay. nothing much. Sentosa on tuesday~


ALDRICH! DON'T EMO LE LA. 


Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ,
6:20 PM

hmmm. woke up at 10, used com and went to bath...
shit! i actually dropped my phone into the toilet bowl!!
-.- i thought my phone was on the sofa, but it was wrapped
inside my clothes. -.-

bath and went dayi house lend spare phone. so not used to it.
haiz.. hot weather today!! roars~ sweating like shit lo. sian!
hmmm.. going out tomorrow.. hopefully it will be fine...


Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ,
7:18 PM

woke up at 7 and headed down to ah ma house..
went to collect her ashes and she's 'staying' with
ah gong now. now, they can always be together..
went back cousin's house after that. hmmmm...
now everyone will be going 11th floor instead
of 15th.. 


hmmmm... gona start doing homework and
study le.. 


Monday, November 23, 2009 ,
8:03 PM

end of the 7days of wake..
ah ma is really gone physically.
imissher.
ah gong is gone too and,
imisshim.
jinghui korkor is gone too,
imisshimtoo.

i can't remember when 二姑丈left us,
but memories of him are still there, though
not very clear. and also, imisshim.
i've lost 4 relatives.
3 in this year..
23.01.09;30.10.09;17.11.09;imissthem...










Thursday, November 19, 2009 ,
9:41 PM

had been going wake. back at home today to sleep.
going back tomorrow morning.. tired, lost, sian! 
:( :( :(


,
9:40 PM

photos during chalet... that's all about chalet..




























































Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ,
10:16 PM

back from chalet earlier..
grandma just passed away,
7days of wake...
will update soon..


grandma,i miss you..


Monday, November 16, 2009 ,
10:50 AM

SHIMIN IS OFF FOR CLASS CHALET~~~
:D :D :D


Sunday, November 15, 2009 ,
8:58 PM

hmmm.. i'm super pig today lo!! kept sleeping eh!! hahas.
woke up at around 10.40, watch tv show until 11.30, bath and
went down buy lunch. okays, that little girl is seriously super
duper rude. ROARS~ say le also angry lo.. tsk tsk.


i slept from 1plus to around 3 again. hahas! prepare and went
for guitar lesson.. hmm. reached auntie's house around 4.30.
hoho, learned how to play MJ's song today. xD after lesson,
went Westmall and had Subway for dinner:D:D
saw Gek nian and his brothers. lol.. took MRT home
after that.. 


CHALET TOMORROW~ wahaha~ look forward to wed's post
i'll try take loads of photos~ :D


Saturday, November 14, 2009 ,
11:48 PM

hmmm.. woke up around 9.45, went to collect my phone at 11.
godly, around 1 then manage to collect lo. they're super slow.
that lady actually spoil my battery cover lo. lucky she gave me
a new one for free. but, my screen got scratches! ROARS~
hmmm. rushed home and settle my phone and went JP to meet
Soonkeat, Zhikang and Adela. went NTUC and buy food. hahas!
after that, took 157 to Macritchie and it's a super long ride lo. hahas.
then i pressed the bell twice but we didn't alight. we weren't sure which
stop to alight then the bus driver pek cek lo. hahas. yea, he actually scold
us. hahas! xD


took some time before we managed to find their performing stage. hahas.
on our way there, we got ATTACKED by MONKEYS. we bought bananas
and the monkey actually went after Soonkeat for the bananas. hahas!!
after their performance, took bus to Yishun and planned to go Lot 1 for
dinner. but last min need to rushed to SGH..


stayed there till 9 and went home. had a super late dinner and i'm super
tired now.. :( guitar lesson tomorrow. haiz.. class chalet on MONDAY~ :D
ah ma, please be all right.. i love you.



Friday, November 13, 2009 ,
9:24 PM

HAPPY 9TH MONTHS SB!! YES YES YES! I LOVE YOU ALL! 
it's SB 9th month anniversary!:D 13.02.09; that's when we all came
together.. hahas. and i told them this, 
"if get a boyf/girlf, might not even last so long lo. this means that
friends are better." :D
hmmm.. today's last day of school.. last day being Ms Phang's
student. godly! i hate it. i seriously think she's the best teacher
i ever met....
thanks for being such a good listener.
thanks for comforting me when i was down.
she seems to know what's on my mind, she never fail to make
me take down my mask in front of her..
Ms Phang, you're really a great teacher.
i'm not joking okay. roars~


hmmm.. bio had practical! weeS~ so fun. hahas..
did the blood thingy. wahaha. hmmm.. Chemistry
did practical too. :D Training was canceled, was
planning to go home and rot. but went JP and watch
2012 with Sui Chyuen, Kenneth, Jengila and Gael.
wanted to watch Paranormal Activity but they check us. -.-
hmm.. felt so weird sitting in between Sui Chyuen and Gael.
Sui Chyuen had been messaging throughout the whole movie
lo. roars~


went to get my badge after the movie and headed home.
wahaha~ getting back phone tomorrow!!  going support
Nicholas, Eunice and Jasmin tomorrow! :D
chalet is just 2 days' away!!! :D


what can i do.
i still can't forget you..


Thursday, November 12, 2009 ,
7:32 PM

waited for MILLIE LEE at canteen. she's really super 
SLOW lo. lols. hmmm... Suah never come again, played 
Big 2 for one whole hour. hahas. hmmm.. had Chemistry
Practical till 2. hahas. quite fun and easy eh. xD
after school, went IMM with Adela, Soon Keat and Nicholas.
had BK for lunch and went DAISO! hahas.
we made alot of noise lo! we were busty choosing the EARS.
HAHAS!! it's for the christmas party at Ms Phang's house.
yea, we all very kiasu rite? HAHAS! xD im super duper
excited about the party eh!! :D:D
after that, took 99 home. was super tired and i fell asleep
on my way home~ hahas. 
well, i should stop being so gaga over him. hahas.
last day of school tomorrow! weeS~




要忘记你,真的很难。。。 





Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ,
7:34 PM

stupid 99!! waited for 20mins before 99 came today!
and i was late by abit. roars~ HMT lesson was free time.
Suah never come. hahas!! oh well, played poker cards
lo. xD hmmm.. Ms Phang won't be teaching us next year :(
yea, we can't choose our teachers, so just have to stick with
it. haiz. new Maths teacher super hiong. first week of 2010,
she will be giving topical test. -.- confirm die le lo. roars~
hmmmm.. waited for Kahao to get back calculator. lols.
and i saw HIM!!! he look and me and i looked at him, made me
so paiseh sia!! heehees.. okay, i think he's kinda cute. xD
waited for Eunice and went home. hahas. hmmm...
2 more days to holidays! :D:D
it's been 2 days.. :(


will you come on friday?


Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ,
4:24 PM

chinese papers are over!! :D okay, after paper 1, 
the teacher called out for me through mic!
so xiasuay sia!! full name somemore! roars~
when doing paper, do till very gan jiong lo!!
i wrote my answer at wrong question!! T.T
then i faster transfer! suay. wear specs still can
see wrongly. O.o! while, no confident of getting
an A. hahas. hmmm.. even before paper 1 started,
i said, "aiya, at this point of time, can only happy
happy take and happy happy drop lo." hahas!
while, no confident at all. :(
headed straight home after paper ended. 
i'm so guai:D stuck at home, so sian!
roars~ okay, i'm off to bath le! :D:D


i'm walking back.
back to where i started..
FROM THE BEGINNING!


Sunday, November 8, 2009 ,
7:16 PM

woke up 9.30, prepare and off to ah ma house.
ah ma had been sleeping the moment i reached till
i left. didn't get to talk to her. hmmm. i finally tidy up
my room le! :D did the chinese papers. GODLY!
i dont know is really because cannot do or i'm
not focused enough. :( haiz... chinese paper is 
just on Tuesday. what the hell am i thinking?!!!
roars~ got to stay focused!!!!




i believe you had 'forget' about me.
this time, i'm really letting go le..


Saturday, November 7, 2009 ,
6:44 PM

woke up at 8 and had tuition from 9 to 11. had lunch,
pratice guitar and slacked all the way. SIAN!
going ah ma house tomorrow.. i wana go out! :(

it's all you. 
i can't get you out of my mind.
you're torturing me.


Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ,
10:32 PM

was late for school today and yesterday. tomorrow will
be late too. hahas. new chapter on E maths and it's killing
me. roars~ tuition on sat morning. 


i can't remember when was the last time we really
chat with each other le. but i'm hoping we'll be like
last time. but is it possible? is she still the one that
you like? how about me? you never make your stand
clear. you're hanging me there.



Monday, November 2, 2009 ,
7:58 PM

school as per normal, but reporting time is 8 instead of 7.30
woke up at 7 and slowly prepare. lols. hmmm. nothing
much, just going through of papers. seriously, i have no ideas
why i was so quiet throughout bio lesson. i just copy the corrections
and i notice, i did quite well for paper too. but that's only compared
to mid-year. hahas! the paper is out of 60 and i only scored 40!
and i just passed my paper 1. roars~! okay, these are my results.


ENGLISH- 57
HIGHER CHINESE- 64
A MATHS- 37
E MAYHS- 62
BIOLOGY- 63
CHEMISTRY- 55
COMBINED HUMANITIES- 66


did badly!! these are my MID YEAR resutls.

ENGLISH-56.3
HIGHER CHINESE- 64.5
A MATHS- 41.7
E MATHS- 67
BIOLOGY- 58.7
CHEMISTRY- 58.9
COMBINED HUMANITIES- 66.1


okay, basically,only my BIOLOGY and ENGLISH improved by 
A TINY BIT. hahas. but while, no point crying over spilled milk,
so, i don't cry because of lousy results. hahas.


hmmm.. what to say?? NOTHING AT ALL! roars~


为什么忘不了你?:(



Sunday, November 1, 2009 ,
11:00 PM

Hui yin sis had been taking care of me since i was a
baby. yes, we're very close. i still remember, she 
bought me a blue Adidas watch because i scored
above 220 for PSLE. i don't know why,
this few days, i feel the hurt she's feeling.
i can feel how heartbroken she is. she lost her
husband, someone whom she really love alot.
someone whom she trusted in that's why she married him.
hui yin sis, i really hope you're doing fine...
30.10.09, 2pm.... that's when he left.
but, he should be alive....


2 more weeks and holidays will start. but while, this year 
isn't going to be a holiday for me. i'll work and study
at the same time. tsk tsk.


you never know when you'll die.
live everyday to the fullest.


there's school tomorrow, but i'm not tired.
maybe, i'm not a good daughter.





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