I'm really tired of all these.

Friday, June 5, 2009 ,

8:27 PM

I'M BACK!!!! it's really great to be home~!
hmmm.. start on the first day!

01.06.09
hmmm.. walked into the camp not knowing
everyone, the feeling was weird but at the same
time, excited! xD ferry or whatever you call that
to Camp 2! abit disappointed! cause we're not sleeping
in dorms! we're sleeping in tent. first day is always the
most slacking day. hmmm.. didn't have enough long
pants so lend from Cherubim=)

02.06.09
SECOND DAY! kayaking! hmmm.. it's a tri-yak,
so, not that tiring=) lols. let's make it short and sweet...
super duper tired. cause we woke up like 5. Zzz..
i'm a super pig leh!! need to sleep alot de!! lols.
so my energy level is getting lower and lower. lols.
packing of bag for tracking! tsk tsk. the bag is seriously
super heavy! Zzz... COOK is starting to look more like
a family! hmmm.. special thanks to DAVE CHUA la! xD
thanks for being my 'lift'. he had been my support!!
when tracking to camp 1, i had been holding onto him la.
during the night, he had been there, helping me to get my
way to our tent cause it was super dark and i can't see anything!
yea, night blindness. Zzzz.. but well, THANK A BILLION!:D

03.06.09
THIRD DAY! TRACKING!!! we have to carry that super duper
HEAVY and HUGE bag pack and tracking around to look for
'treasure'. trust me, i almost die. my back was hurting like hell!
old injury!! T_T but thanks to the guys who push me from the back
so that i can move faster=) thanks guys! hmmm.. had rafting before
heading to our campsite.. Zzz.. that's when my ~~da yi ma~~ came to
pay me a visit! T_T super duper xin ku! but, i love the don't know
what jump! cause the water is super duper clean!
Zzz. didn't get to bath on the third day! and i was feeling super
duper home sick!! T_T but i'm glad i have Dave, Syafiq(HY de) and
Soon Keat there supporting me cheering me up. thanks alot!=D
hahas. took Dave's towel as my pillow. xD

04.06.09
FOURTH DAY! was raining was we woke up. Zzz.
started packing up and getting ready for kayaking
back to camp 2! pair up with Andy and Kennth! wahaha!
Andy got 2 star leh! no joke. i was slacking lor. cause
when they speed boat, i can't do anything. lols.
but after a few ours, Kenneth started to seasick!
gosh~! so he rest while me and Andy do the job. i feel so bad
la! Andy had been working super hard lor. but when i solo,
the kayak doesn't seems to be moving. but that's what they
say la, i believe it's still moving! xD hmmm. after awhile,
Kennth finally vomit out. then we all started working again=)
okay, CUT CUT CUT!
i'm super glad to be back in Camp 2! i had a hard time bathing,
and i took a super long time!! lols. after that, was preparation
for Celebration Dinner=) it was a success! didn't eat.. was
not hungry and thinking about stuff. tsk tsk...
Day 4 is the day when ppl start to show their true-self...
slept all the way till morning.. i 'sayang' Syafiq to sleep!
super funny lor. he suddenly call me to go over his tent
and he was lke super sad. then i sayang him. hahas!
he say i like sayang-ing a dog. hahas. no la, more like
sayang-ing baby. xD

05.06.09
LAST DAY! syafiq say wake up at 5 and go slack slack.
in the end, we all woke up at 5.40. everyone's too tired
to wake up. lols!! xD oh ya, i love the "Tiger Game''! xD
after that, preparation to clean up. gosh. i kinda hate that
period! mod swing la. things were going super duper
haywire! had a hard time. shall not say more.. lols.
okay, i didn't go the Jetty jump cause i really cannot
take it. my back is serious killing me!
i don't like being force! so when HE said those words,
i really felt hurt and that's the reason why i cried.
i'm NOT being SELFISH! i never thought of not wanting
to let you all do the jetty jump, but can;t he spare a thought
for me? DAMN HIM! forget it.. whatever it is, today, COOK
sucks. lost of concentration, ppl started not working as a team.
tsk tsk. forget it!!!
a guy actually brought a parang with him sia and got himself
in a situation. super duper funny. lols. hmmm.. mr lee booked
a bus for us! wahaha! BOUGHT THE OBS SHIRT! :D
after reaching school, me, syafiq, dave,kenneth,ji sen,siti and
raymond went to eat and headed home with kenneth and ji sen
cause we're taking the same bus=)
chiong to bath then moment i reached home and started unpacking.
lols. hahas. back rashes are seriously killing me!! roars! lols.
okay, it's really great to be back home=)
had been going the NCC cheer. hahas!! xD
well, seriously, no point acting that you like me. come on la, so
what if you're in ELDDS? it's obvious you're just acting nice
lor. i dont need you to put on a act, cause from the start, you
already left a super bad impression. and i finally
understand why so many ppl don't like her. lols.
well, i guess, i shall end here=)

HOME SWEET HOME~!

i can't grasp my feelings and thoughts..

and, i'm really feeling very lost.

i don't know what i can do so that it's the best for him.

i have so many things to let him know,

but, i can't say a single word...

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Host: Blogger Base codes: xavqior and Stac'ey	Friday, June 5, 2009 , 8:27 PM I'M BACK!!!! it's really great to be home~! hmmm.. start on the first day! 01.06.09 hmmm.. walked into the camp not knowing everyone, the feeling was weird but at the same time, excited! xD ferry or whatever you call that to Camp 2! abit disappointed! cause we're not sleeping in dorms! we're sleeping in tent. first day is always the most slacking day. hmmm.. didn't have enough long pants so lend from Cherubim=) 02.06.09 SECOND DAY! kayaking! hmmm.. it's a tri-yak, so, not that tiring=) lols. let's make it short and sweet... super duper tired. cause we woke up like 5. Zzz.. i'm a super pig leh!! need to sleep alot de!! lols. so my energy level is getting lower and lower. lols. packing of bag for tracking! tsk tsk. the bag is seriously super heavy! Zzz... COOK is starting to look more like a family! hmmm.. special thanks to DAVE CHUA la! xD thanks for being my 'lift'. he had been my support!! when tracking to camp 1, i had been holding onto him la. during the night, he had been there, helping me to get my way to our tent cause it was super dark and i can't see anything! yea, night blindness. Zzzz.. but well, THANK A BILLION!:D 03.06.09 THIRD DAY! TRACKING!!! we have to carry that super duper HEAVY and HUGE bag pack and tracking around to look for 'treasure'. trust me, i almost die. my back was hurting like hell! old injury!! T_T but thanks to the guys who push me from the back so that i can move faster=) thanks guys! hmmm.. had rafting before heading to our campsite.. Zzz.. that's when my ~~da yi ma~~ came to pay me a visit! T_T super duper xin ku! but, i love the don't know what jump! cause the water is super duper clean! Zzz. didn't get to bath on the third day! and i was feeling super duper home sick!! T_T but i'm glad i have Dave, Syafiq(HY de) and Soon Keat there supporting me cheering me up. thanks alot!=D hahas. took Dave's towel as my pillow. xD 04.06.09 FOURTH DAY! was raining was we woke up. Zzz. started packing up and getting ready for kayaking back to camp 2! pair up with Andy and Kennth! wahaha! Andy got 2 star leh! no joke. i was slacking lor. cause when they speed boat, i can't do anything. lols. but after a few ours, Kenneth started to seasick! gosh~! so he rest while me and Andy do the job. i feel so bad la! Andy had been working super hard lor. but when i solo, the kayak doesn't seems to be moving. but that's what they say la, i believe it's still moving! xD hmmm. after awhile, Kennth finally vomit out. then we all started working again=) okay, CUT CUT CUT! i'm super glad to be back in Camp 2! i had a hard time bathing, and i took a super long time!! lols. after that, was preparation for Celebration Dinner=) it was a success! didn't eat.. was not hungry and thinking about stuff. tsk tsk... Day 4 is the day when ppl start to show their true-self... slept all the way till morning.. i 'sayang' Syafiq to sleep! super funny lor. he suddenly call me to go over his tent and he was lke super sad. then i sayang him. hahas! he say i like sayang-ing a dog. hahas. no la, more like sayang-ing baby. xD 05.06.09 LAST DAY! syafiq say wake up at 5 and go slack slack. in the end, we all woke up at 5.40. everyone's too tired to wake up. lols!! xD oh ya, i love the "Tiger Game''! xD after that, preparation to clean up. gosh. i kinda hate that period! mod swing la. things were going super duper haywire! had a hard time. shall not say more.. lols. okay, i didn't go the Jetty jump cause i really cannot take it. my back is serious killing me! i don't like being force! so when HE said those words, i really felt hurt and that's the reason why i cried. i'm NOT being SELFISH! i never thought of not wanting to let you all do the jetty jump, but can;t he spare a thought for me? DAMN HIM! forget it.. whatever it is, today, COOK sucks. lost of concentration, ppl started not working as a team. tsk tsk. forget it!!! a guy actually brought a parang with him sia and got himself in a situation. super duper funny. lols. hmmm.. mr lee booked a bus for us! wahaha! BOUGHT THE OBS SHIRT! :D after reaching school, me, syafiq, dave,kenneth,ji sen,siti and raymond went to eat and headed home with kenneth and ji sen cause we're taking the same bus=) chiong to bath then moment i reached home and started unpacking. lols. hahas. back rashes are seriously killing me!! roars! lols. okay, it's really great to be back home=) had been going the NCC cheer. hahas!! xD well, seriously, no point acting that you like me. come on la, so what if you're in ELDDS? it's obvious you're just acting nice lor. i dont need you to put on a act, cause from the start, you already left a super bad impression. and i finally understand why so many ppl don't like her. lols. well, i guess, i shall end here=) HOME SWEET HOME~! i can't grasp my feelings and thoughts.. and, i'm really feeling very lost. i don't know what i can do so that it's the best for him. i have so many things to let him know, but, i can't say a single word...