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Sunday, June 7, 2009
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6:13 PM
another sleeping day for me! lols. slept at 11plus yesterday night and woke up 10plus. heehees.. i had been slacking throughout the whole day!! xD watch tv show till 12plus, took a nap till 3, watch tv show again till 5. went down buy dinner with mum and here i am blogging. lols. hahas! i'm a slacker! xD hmm.. but starting tomorrow,i won't be slacking le!! lols. will start on my holiday homework=) i'm guai leh.. hahas! hmm.. nothing much to blog about though. Zzz.. SIAN ARH! lols. hmmm. but while, at least i've got someone to chat with me. i think letting go is the best i can do for him now. i just have a feeling that i'm making life and things difficult for him. this isn't what i want.. had been thinking real hard and i finally manage to grasp my feelings and thoughts.. because i don't wana make life and things difficult for him, so i'm letting him go... if only the feeling just come and goes away. but, the feeling came and stayed and it had never changed ever since i told you how i feel... i thought after OBS, i can forget you.. but i can't.. instead, i miss you even more. i had always wanted to tell you how i really feel.. but i don't get a chance to and never will i get the chance to.. it's not a dream.. cause if it is a dream, it won't hurt so much.. but i'll still be there for you whenever you need me=)
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