SHIMIN
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Friday, May 22, 2009
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5:30 PM
finally done all housework for today le! weeS~! lols.
hmm.. got back all papers le.
EL P1- 37/60
EL P2 22/50
E Maths P1-47/60
E Maths P2 51/80
HCL P1 47/90
HCL P2-65/110
Social Studies- 38/50
History- 29/40
Chemistry 54.5/90
Biology- 50.5/90
A Maths- 31/80
LOOK, i just passed my HCL! goldy~! like this how to sit
for O lvl chinese? Zzz.. okay, firstly, we think there's something
wrong with e5 scripts. cause all HCL ppl in e5 got super duper
low for paper 1 while other classes got quite high. damn it!
but chances are not high. teacher say it's impossible cause
all scripts were marked by the same teacher.
obviously i failed my A maths. G-O-D-L-Y!
secondly,i'm happy with my SS, History and E maths results:D
the rest, haiz. i just passed my Biology paper 2. 30.5 out of 60.
Zzz.. i did quite badly eh? overall percentage, 54.1% ONLY!
LOOK MAN! P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C-! i won't cry cause i think there's
not a need to.. no point crying and crying non-stop.
as if after crying, your results will suddenly become all A1?
Zzz.. the only thing is to see where's our mistakes,
study even harder for mid-year. okay, let say, suay suay
fail overall, what can you do? no point crying over spilled milk.
Zzz. i seems evil eh? but, i'm just looking at the brighter side.
well, it's just like being in a relationship. if that relationship didn't go well,
if it has to end, it will end. get over it and look forward.
the sun still rises and sets and the wind still blow. lols.
世界是不会因为一个人而不动。
no matter what, life still goes on.. lols.
hmmm.. just as i expected. he's not happy with my results.
no matter how hard i worked for it, how hard i studied,
he doesn't care.... to him, results equals everything.
well, i can't and will never grow up the way you want me
to. i'm won't be like her, getting a 10points for O lvls and getting
into ACJC which requires like 6points.
because, my dream is not there. i never wanted to get
into JC.. Poly is where i'm aiming, and where i'll be going.
i have no intention in being a Uni student and even though
you kept saying i will regret, tell you what, I WILL NEVER
REGRET. but if i force myself to grow up the way you want me
to, i'll go crazy.. i really will.. that 3days. i chose to go over sis's
house and stay is because i wana avoid you. i don't want to
see you..
i thought after ah gong's death, you've learnt something and
changed. but i was wrong. you're still the same.. you don't
trust me.. you never learn to communicate nicely with me.
i longed for your care, concern and love. but ever since
i'm no longer a kid, i'm nothing to you. i can't be perfect..
sometimes, i find it hard to call you, "dad"...
又这样过了一天。。
i mean it when i said i miss you.
i didn't say it for the sake of saying.
do you know that?
do you really know how i feel?