I'm really tired of all these.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ,

5:02 PM

i didn't want to break down in school..

but, i couldn't control anymore....
my partner cried and cried too..
it's just too tough and hard for me to accept all this..

all of the sudden, it's just friends we can be..

too hard, too tough....

Ms Phang talked to me before HCL lesson...

i know no point crying.. but, i couldn't control myself..

i don't know what i can do to make myself feel better..

there's another way to make myself feel better..

i almost did that last night. but i know, it will cause a chaos

if i do that.. i'll be send for the OPAL thingy again..
and because he came into my mind that stopped me from
doing that.. but i'm not sure hiw long i can stop myself...
i need you.. but i have to let you go..
please don't every say sorry to me.. because i don't want
your sorry...

from today onwards, i'll learn to treat you as my very best
friend.. just like what you said.. i love you dear.. for the last time..

♥
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