Fuck, off.
I'm really tired of all these.



Friday, April 24, 2009 ,
4:59 PM

hmmm.. HCL paper today.. paper 1 still not bad..
Paper 2 was like.. GODLY! quite hard sia. Zzz..
godly.. i doubt i can do well.. Zzz.. Mr.SYL set till
so hard. Zzz... he's out to kill us. tsk tsk.

suppose to have SS lesson after paper de, but Ms.
LWF cancelled the lesson and postpone to Tuesday,
2.15 to lastest arond 5? Zzz.. sian la!!! now no choice
must have tuition tomorrow le.. was planning to go swimming
from 12 to like 3 or 4 lor. confirm will become very tan cause
nowadays de weather is hot like hell. Zzz.. can set people
burning. lols.. hmmm.. went JP with Adela, Jiaen & Lifang.

went Mac for lunch. talked about our parents, school, classmates.
hahas! funny sia. after that, me, Jiaen & Adela went Yogurt Place
while lifang went home. cause the ice-cream got offer so me and Jiaen
bought it. hahas. walked around JP, talked about stuff and home-d.

hmm.. guitar lesson, tuition and hopefully swimming tomorrow..

Guys.. Pathetic..


{Edited}
you torn my heart apart..
you totally ruined me...
you totally broke my heart.
my heart is bleeding, my heart is crying
and i'm tearing...
you said you'll never be like him, but you went back
on your words. you dumped me just like him.
you left me all alone.
you killed me eventually... when you said,
"Let's break up ba...", words cut through my
heart and my heart is totally broken..
i'm lost. and i guess, i'll never be back.
i don't know what to reply you. i don't know what
to say. you made me totally speechless.
because i never thought you will think of breaking up.
i said let's break is because you alreay had the
thought of breaking up. so what for forcing you
to pretend to love me, to pretend to be my boyf
when you already don't have the heart to do
so?
i don't know how my life will be without you.
but for one thing i'm sure...
i'm no longer me when you left me....
离开我就是你所为的爱我吗?
pathetic. i'm still lying to myself you still love me.
SHI MIN! YOU'RE SO PATHETIC!