I'm really tired of all these.

Monday, March 23, 2009 ,

4:32 PM

was thinking of a word to describe my feeling and i finally found it.
learnt that from Jasmin.low... i'm feeling shack. i know it's not a nice
word to use but, somehow, that's the only word that can describe my
feelings....

i never want things to turn out this way. please, tell me what i can do to
make things turn better for us. things are worst and worst.
i was damn worried about you when you didn't reply my sms.
i couldn't concentrate on doing my things. i can't do anything.
i was totally lost and worried like hell. when you said it's just something
small yet i made it till so serious, you seriously made me angry and hurt.
i'm sorry, i know i was too harsh on my words. but, this is me...
i'm really very sorry. i'm someone who will go straight out for my own stand.
i asked you to reconsider about us is not because i wana end everything.
it's just that....

i had always wanted to keep you by my side regardless of anything,
but i never spare a thought for you. i never get to know how you feeling
about us, i never get to know what's on your mind. and your actions made me
felt that i'm not your girlfriend, i'm just someone abit more special as compared
to others. actions speak louder than words.....
i'm sorry, i guess, i'm just not good enough.....
i'm sorry, i guess, i'm not a good girlfriend....
i'm sorry, i've never want things to turn out this way...

♥
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