I'm really tired of all these.

Friday, March 6, 2009 ,

8:19 PM

things have been going fine in school... other than
study, go home, study, go home, what else? tsk tsk.
yea, boring life. tsk tsk. but things are not going well
at home. just got scolded. kns. suppose is nothing de lor,
then all because of my sis, i got scolded too. is seriously,
what the fish! my sis called telling my mum her friend's
buying her belated birthday present. it's a bag and she's
forking out 20bucks and my mum don't allow but i wasn't
sure what sis said then my mum jiu bu shuang say she settle
everything herself. then she go complain to my dad then my dad
complain to her about me buying new slippers. kns. he reached
home so damn long le now then complain confirm is because
mum complained about sis to him and seriously, it's all my sis's
fault but mum's like pushing all the bloody hell blame on me.

please la, i use my own money to buy everything de lor.
i already made myself damn clear that i wana get a psp
once i got my salary. but, she didn't allow me to.. i didn't say
anything. then now i wana get it liao, she was nagging about me
anyhow spending money. please la, also not last min de lor.
i said it since last year for god's sack la. slippers.. though i already
have that white pair, but i really like that kind that's why wana buy.
not like my sis, she said she want that kappa bag for going out de.
in the end, she use it as school bag and now going spoil liao
and she used it only for like 2months lor. then now getting new
one, dad never say anything, mum complained to her and dad
complained back to her about me and obviously, i received all
the stupid scoldings and trust me, i'm so not going to reach home
early tomorrow.

i don't understand, why i'm always the one receiving the bad treatments
and she's always getting the best of the best? she wants it, she gets it almost
immediately. me leh? beg dao yao si still will receive scoldings. tsk tsk.
she wants a phone, she got it in less than 2weeks, she wants a laptop,
she got it in less than 1week, she wants a slipper, she got it the next day.
she wants a nike sports shoes as school shoes, she got it the day after.
in short, she never seems to get whatever she wants more than 1month.
i wanted a phone and i waited for 2whole years. i wanted a laptop and i'm
still waiting. i want a slippers that i really like, need to beg till yao si but still
got scoldings and naggings. i want a PSP, i waited for 1year. and obviously,
YES! I CAN'T STAND LIVING HERE! things were better when i didn't even
talked to them last time. maybe i should jolly well do that. i didn't say anything
doesn't mean i don't care or mind. it's that, i'm being respectful and i treasure
you as my family member, friend or what so ever. but everyone has their
limits. you all are far too much and i find it too hard to accept it. you all are
just being baised because she can get better results than me. but so what?
i'm not self praising but, when you all quarrel with her, i'm always being the saint.
i'm always being the one to help you guys make things better.
yet, i'm somehow transparent and also sore eye to you all when you all don't need
me. like now, you all squeezed me almost dry, you all cast me aside, leaving me
alone. only when you all need money or need my help, then you all will treat me
like your god.

i'm not a dog or toy or whatever so. i'm a human. i do have feelings
like you all do. i might give a heck care look, but deep inside, i really
care. don't pretend to love me just because i'm somehow needed.
i would rather you all just cast me aside and leave me all alone till the
very end...

readers, if you wish to leave a comment about this post, don't tell me stuff
like i'm thinking on the negative side or whatever shit. try saying that to me
and i'll reply you with this:
YOU'RE NOT ME, YOU'RE NOT LIVING IN THE SAME HOUSE I AM.
YOU DO NOT HAVE THE SAME PARENTS, SISTER LIKE I DO.

and, seriously, i'm quite fed up with those juniors. C girls i mean.
nevermind, the post is getting far too long. i'll do my complainings
to boyfriend tomorrow. tsk tsk.

but i'm glad laifu's always there. but today will be the last day he's coming
back. tsk tsk. now, it's all up to me and mario. Laifu had always been a good leader,
good captain.. thanks Laifu!

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