I'm really tired of all these.

Sunday, December 28, 2008 ,

11:37 PM

weeS~! whole day out with darling,precious, gor and yl:) meet darling 10 at boon lay
and we train-ed to Bedok. meet precious & gor 11 at bedok. meet yl at bus-stop and bus-ed
to the coffee shop there again. went Mac. precious & yl hungry le. lols. after that, headed
to ECP!! wahaha!

same old thing, rent 1 hour. cause got free 1 hour ma, skate till damn tired. don't know why
today super restless. Zzzz..super hungry too.. heehees.. me, precious and yl went right ahead.
letting the Wu family have time together. XD after skating, went Mac eat again. lols. hungry hungry. after eating, went arcade. lols. play play play. wa. i only spent 2dollars in arcade. heehees. li hai bahs?? after that, went Parkway lor. walk around then send darling to mrt station while me, precious and gor went Eastpoint mall. mum mum there and sat down near simei
mrt station chat chat..

then i kept pleading precious to go swimming with us. heehees. precious and gor will be
joining us tomorrow!! weeS~! hahas.. mummy was waiting for me at bus-stop sia. felt so bad.
lols. she very xiao qi sia. i told her i going swimming with darling int he morning, she jiu say i want darling don't want her. O.o! then say i no need pei her go shopping le. Zzz.. machiam like xiao hai zi, rite? lols.. well, that's my lovely mummy. no matter what happens, i'll still love her like the way i love her now:) of course i don't love her being unreasonable. XD

i don't know i just feel so upset and uneasy when i saw XP's photo.
my mood just drop right down to the bottom....
yea, i know. she's tall while i'm short. i admit i was jealous when you say you
trie woo-ing her back after the break up and of course, i know that's all in the past.
but somehow, i just feel uneasy. i don't know why...
ever since that particular day, the 'door' went closed and no one was unable to come in.
i could not feel anyone's existance nor warmth. all i know was.. i lost him and i could no longer love... all i wanted was him to be back and i admit i'm a fool to actually want that.
i know that there were people who had always been there, but somehow, i could not feel their existance in my heart because at the time, i no longer believe in love.
but that was all before i met you and get to know you.
you changed everything. i was able to felt your existance and warmth and i don't know why.
i notice i starting paying more attention to you as days passed, i notice i'm always looking forward to work as there's the only time i can to see you.
there's still so much more i want to say, but... leave it till next time...
as long as you'll stay by my side, i don't mind being the way we're now...

iloveyou,mydear.

♥
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