I'm really tired of all these.

Monday, December 15, 2008 ,

7:50 PM

just when i thought everything will go smoothly, she started mentioning about
helping sis getting a job.. we were in the public.. imagine how paiseh was that..
out of the sudden, my sis told mummy that Gor helped her ask about the job at my
workplace there. and i was like O.o! Gor actually lied to me yesterday! i told them about Gor
asking me for the workplace's number. and don't know why, everything became my
fault?! what i do sia?? Sis was the one who started everything AND it's wasn't even
my business BUT somehow, i got dragged into her problem!

then mummy kept scolding and scolding me. i was like, why say until like i was the one
who started everything. then out of the sudden, she say since me and sis can't get along
well, she don't want us to stay with her after she divorce with him.

Mum:since can't get along well, then you all don't follow me!
Me: then you want me stay with him la?
Mum:you don't ask me this.
Me:but i wan the one who made things cleared that i wana stay with you de lor.
Mum: but now i don't want you!

she has got no idea how much those words cut through my heart. the last time i had those
feelings was when he left me.. we quarreled for quite long then she asked me to get lost.
i cab home lor. she called me and scolded AGAIN when i was on cab and after she hung the
call, i kept telling myself not to cry lor. Zzz. but cannot control.. Zzz. so paiseh..
but the taxi uncle very good sia.. he knew i cried then i said wrong direction to him..
instead of left, i said right. he laughed and say, haha.. left, not right. and i said, sorry, is
left. Zzz.. reached home, cried out loud and i felt so much better.. apologise to mummy and
she called me. tell me go JP find her together with sis. O.o! weird! meet sis at void deck and
went JP find her lor.

the good thing about me and sis is that, no matter how heaty our quarrel is, we'll made up
once again immediately.. lols.. went JP meet mummy and da yi.. gosh~! expanded JP is really very big. lols. looks high class.. the stuff sold very expensive sia. lols. then wenting came.. all wana eat at Long John.. i was like *faint* yesterday just eat nia leh! lols. after lunch,
went shopping for our Christmas exchange gift, our own Christmas gift, my school shoes!
lols.. shop shop shop.. wahaha!! got my Kappa school shoes at 36.90! ex sia. lols. bought the hand puppet for exchange gift and my pig pig de piggybank!! my piggy will *oink**oink* de leh! so kawaii! lols. after that, we settled down at Pizza Hut for dinner cause got student meal ma. XD Zzz. i ate 2 slices of pizza and i'm super duper full. Zzz. after dinner, went POSB bank in $$ and home-d!

i thought i'll never get to meet someone so special after him, but i met you...
though i don't know how much i stand in your heart and how much i mean to you..
but trust me,you stand a place in my heart that longs for you & you mean everything to me.

♥
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