I'm really tired of all these.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ,

3:41 PM

everyone has to learn to walk out of their own past.
being happy ones or sad ones.. once it's gone,
it's gone. no use crying over it.

i'm going to prove to him that, it's his loss to dump me.
i have nothing to lose. for the past 6 months, i had never been
nasty to him. i had always be very good.
(i'm not self-praising, just starting thee fact.)
i had never do anything wrong.
& i had always been very nice and patience towards him.
i will let him know that he had dumped someone nice:)
lols.
i won't cry over him for being gone.
i won't yearns for his return.
i won't hurt myself.
and you know what?
i'm going to LOVE myself even more. i believe
i deserve a better life than before, a better guy than you in the future.
i'm no longer the Shimin who only know how to cry,
yearns for your return & telling you how much i love you.
NAH!
i've changed & i've changed for the better.
i've become even more independent than before.
i've become more stronger (mentally) than before.

i finally understand what my friends had been trying to tell me.
what's the use of crying over you?
what's the use of yearning for your return?
what's the use of waiting for you like a fool?
what's the use of wanting you back when you treat me as your toy?
YOU'RE MY PAST!
hahas.

&
i strongly believe, i will stop loving you
one day..

oh. and, don't be jealous that
我一定会比你辛福！:)

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xo. SHIMIN 170194. Gone. September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 Thankew. Remove and I'll peel off your skin! Hero: Xuewen. Host: Blogger Base codes: xavqior and Stac'ey	Tuesday, October 7, 2008 , 3:41 PM everyone has to learn to walk out of their own past. being happy ones or sad ones.. once it's gone, it's gone. no use crying over it. i'm going to prove to him that, it's his loss to dump me. i have nothing to lose. for the past 6 months, i had never been nasty to him. i had always be very good. (i'm not self-praising, just starting thee fact.) i had never do anything wrong. & i had always been very nice and patience towards him. i will let him know that he had dumped someone nice:) lols. i won't cry over him for being gone. i won't yearns for his return. i won't hurt myself. and you know what? i'm going to LOVE myself even more. i believe i deserve a better life than before, a better guy than you in the future. i'm no longer the Shimin who only know how to cry, yearns for your return & telling you how much i love you. NAH! i've changed & i've changed for the better. i've become even more independent than before. i've become more stronger (mentally) than before. i finally understand what my friends had been trying to tell me. what's the use of crying over you? what's the use of yearning for your return? what's the use of waiting for you like a fool? what's the use of wanting you back when you treat me as your toy? YOU'RE MY PAST! hahas. & i strongly believe, i will stop loving you one day.. oh. and, don't be jealous that 我一定会比你辛福！:)