SHIMIN
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Monday, September 29, 2008
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6:14 PM
school as usual.. just that gastric was already
hurting early in the morning.
didn't even do PE. nb chat chat with Vanessa lor. lols.
fell asleep during PHY lesson. they doing presentation.
Zzz.. super duper tired sia. cannot tahan sia.
zzz.. really need to start mugging like hell le.
had not been studying recently.. =x fell asleep during EL lesson again.
lols. Xu lao shi never come, then got relief teacher.
told li ching i won't be going for HCL lesson from 2-3
de cause having flu then super duper xin ku. then she inform
that relief teacher. then she say what ask head of
department first. okie lor. she super cb sia.
she asked me i where not feeling well, then i say i flu lor.
she seriously super cb la. she say she also got flu what. cb, rite?
lols. in the end, she also lan lan let me go. lols.
peii Vanessa go find YQ then went to meet jx.
went KFC, alot of ppl so walked away.. but saw Fang Fang.
hahas! decided to go in di siao lor. lols.
di siao her then she at there act innocent. lols.
leaving that time, vanessa got
say Bye bye jun xian's ex. she say what..
ACBC sia. lol! then i say, diam la. hahas! di siao nia.
then Vanessa left together with YQ.. went 461 slacked with jx lor.
then went 466 slacked awhile and home-d:D hoho~!
i read a super interesting diary:D
YUPP!! I AM BAD!!! cause i'm going to say, WHAT THE FUCK!?
she's so damn bitchy... *oops* HAHAS!
tuition later. ivan say he will be late. Zz.. nevermind. i wait. lols.
i know i had changed quite alot after that broke up.
i know i am not who i used to be.
but,
ever thought that this is the real me?
i am who i am now, but like last time.
i didn't use coarse language because of him.
i'm not me when i'm with him.
this is then the real me.
i say what i'm unhappy with, i say what i'm happy with.
i say whatever i want, do whatever i want, go wherever i want
&
no one can stop me.
YES! it's still not late to know THIS IS WHO I AM.
i might have change, but i have changed for the better.
(don't bloody hell count that i uses coarse language la.)
when i'm happy, i will laugh.
when i am sad, i will cry.
when i am angry, i will say "get lost!"
when i am pissed off, i will say "fuck off!"
you GL me, i will GL back.
you KP me, i will KP back.
but if you're a XL kia, so sorry, i'm not XL.
if no one is able to make my day, i myself will make my own day.
i have the ability to do so.
i am sorry for the pain i gave you.
i am sorry for saying things that are not meant to be said.
i am sorry to cause your tears to drop down once more because
of my fucking words and attitude towards you..
i am sorry for hurting you over and over again.
D,i'm still learning. i'm still learning how to love.
i know it's really very tough to love somewho whose heart
had been ripped off. i totally understand your feelings.
i didn't mean to hurt you so deeply. boy, don't ever cry because
of me ever again. DON'T CRY!
because you'll only made me felt that we're not suppose to be together.
i'm someone whose heart had been totally ripped off.
you got to be prepared for the worst,but trust me..
for you,i will learn to love again...
你对我的好，我都知道。
我会努力对你更好。
i know i am a bad girlfriend.
i know i am not who i used to be.
but,
ever thought that this is the real me?
i am who i am now, but like last time.
i didn't use coarse language because of him.
i'm not me when i'm with him.
this is then the real me.
i say what i'm unhappy with, i say what i'm happy with.
i say whatever i want, do whatever i want, go wherever i want
&
no one can stop me.
YES! it's still not late to know THIS IS WHO I AM.
i might have change, but i have changed for the better.
(don't bloody hell count that i uses coarse language la.)
when i'm happy, i will laugh.
when i am sad, i will cry.
when i am angry, i will say "get lost!"
when i am pissed off, i will say "fuck off!"
you GL me, i will GL back.
you KP me, i will KP back.
but if you're a XL kia, so sorry, i'm not XL.
if no one is able to make my day, i myself will make my own day.
i have the ability to do so.
i am sorry for saying things that are not meant to be said.
i am sorry to cause your tears to drop down once more because
of my fucking words and attitude towards you..
i am sorry for hurting you over and over again.
D,i'm still learning. i'm still learning how to love.
i know it's really very tough to love somewho whose heart
had been ripped off. i totally understand your feelings.
i didn't mean to hurt you so deeply. boy, don't ever cry because
of me ever again. DON'T CRY!
because you'll only made me felt that we're not suppose to be together.
i'm someone whose heart had been totally ripped off.
you got to be prepared for the worst,but trust me..
for you,i will learn to love again...
你对我的好，我都知道。
我会努力对你更好。
i know i am a bad girlfriend.