I'm really tired of all these.

Sunday, October 25, 2009 ,

12:26 AM

results was horrible. yet to get back report book.

but cleared Sec 3, up to Sec 4 next year.

for hell sake, results are not everything, ass.

i might be like her, getting good results all the time.

but seriously, are you blind? i dare to say i worked

hard, i really studied very hard as compared to

the past, yet, in your eyes, i just slacked through

exam period. just because my results wasn't up

to your expectations. come on, actions speak

louder than words. you all keep saying don't ask

much from me. as long as i can pass all subjects, you

all will be happy. don't make me laugh till i drop please.

when i pass, you all just complain why i didn't get an A.

just when will you guys know, results is really not everything.

before you even open your shit mouth and scold me, shouldn't

you find out the reason why i had been staying out till night?

it's all because of you!

i hate staying in the same roof as you!

i hate seeing you!

i hate the way you look at me!

i hate the way you talk to me!

i hate the way you treat me!

i hate the fact that i actually wanted to stay with you!

i hate the fact that i'm nothing to you!

i hate the fact that no matter how hard i work, you'll never care!

i hate the fact that you always break my heart!

i hate the fact that you don't love me.

the sight of you rushing down immediately after knowing sis's

sick irritates me.

the sight of you showing so much concern for her annoys me.

the sight of you treating me like a stranger hurts me..

the fact that you treat me like an eyesore seriously break my heart.

yet, i have to act that i'm fine, i'm okay. but i'm not!

it's tiring for me to pretend everything's fine, everything's okay

when nothing is going right, nothing is going fine for me.

but, do you even care?

i really hate this.

so much things left unsaid.

back to the life without him.

without him, i'll still be fine.

Shimin, forget him!!!

you're nothing to him!

just someone who he'll look for when he's bored!

FORGET HIM!

♥
xo. SHIMIN 170194. Gone. September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 Thankew. Remove and I'll peel off your skin! Hero: Xuewen. Host: Blogger Base codes: xavqior and Stac'ey	Sunday, October 25, 2009 , 12:26 AM results was horrible. yet to get back report book. but cleared Sec 3, up to Sec 4 next year. for hell sake, results are not everything, ass. i might be like her, getting good results all the time. but seriously, are you blind? i dare to say i worked hard, i really studied very hard as compared to the past, yet, in your eyes, i just slacked through exam period. just because my results wasn't up to your expectations. come on, actions speak louder than words. you all keep saying don't ask much from me. as long as i can pass all subjects, you all will be happy. don't make me laugh till i drop please. when i pass, you all just complain why i didn't get an A. just when will you guys know, results is really not everything. before you even open your shit mouth and scold me, shouldn't you find out the reason why i had been staying out till night? it's all because of you! i hate staying in the same roof as you! i hate seeing you! i hate the way you look at me! i hate the way you talk to me! i hate the way you treat me! i hate the fact that i actually wanted to stay with you! i hate the fact that i'm nothing to you! i hate the fact that no matter how hard i work, you'll never care! i hate the fact that you always break my heart! i hate the fact that you don't love me. the sight of you rushing down immediately after knowing sis's sick irritates me. the sight of you showing so much concern for her annoys me. the sight of you treating me like a stranger hurts me.. the fact that you treat me like an eyesore seriously break my heart. yet, i have to act that i'm fine, i'm okay. but i'm not! it's tiring for me to pretend everything's fine, everything's okay when nothing is going right, nothing is going fine for me. but, do you even care? i really hate this. so much things left unsaid. back to the life without him. without him, i'll still be fine. Shimin, forget him!!! you're nothing to him! just someone who he'll look for when he's bored! FORGET HIM!