SHIMIN
170194.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
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8:50 PM
This is post is for fatty!=)
GAMBATEH for tomorrow's paper!! give it your best!
hmmm. don't worry, i will enjoy myself de:D you arhs.
don't think too much!! i believe, people around you know
that you didn't mean to hurt them.(if you ever did)
i understand it's not easy for you. you just need time
to grasp your feeling. but don't think about it now.
you're too stressed up le. learn to relax first=D
if you ever get lost, don't worry. i'll be there=)
you'll never be alone..
if you ever need to talk to someone, don't hesitate
to come and look for me.. i'm just 8numbers away
from you. if you ever feel like crying, i'm just a few
words away from you. i'll lend you my shoulder and ears
whenever you need it...
i know. she came in so deep and it's really very hard for you
to let go and forget... but, there's still many people out
there loving you=) like me! hahas!! xD i'll always be there
for you when you need me..
if ever you feel that you're all alone, 'look' around you..
you'll see that, i'm just standing right beside you.
Hmm.. always remember this.. Shorty will always be there
for you no matter what!! :D
oh ya, please take good care of yourself arhs.
If you need, i’ll stay up whole night and lend you my ears
after i’m back from OBS! :D
see, i’m nice~ heehees.
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6:05 PM
TOMORROW! xD
woke up around 9, wash up, bath, had breakfast
and went down to ah ma house... ahh, Freya came
today!! she's my niece=) lols. went down buy lunch for
them and headed to JP.
bought new fridge le! old one spoil le. had been using it
for 8 years. yea. that's roughly how old my that lousy
computer is too. funny la! my sis broke a fake egg!! xD
saw Mr.Lim!! hahas!! hmmm.. after that, went to Yogurt
place and get my ice cream and headed home...
done packing my bag for OBS! it's super heavy and huge la!
T_T some photos below=)
will blog after i'm back!!!
MISS ME!! xD
Saturday, May 30, 2009
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11:42 PM
Today's my last guitar lesson at Cristofori!
well, my last lesson is suppose to be on the last
week of june de. but, i had decided to stop going!
hmm. is my auntie, mum and auntie's guitar teacher
psycho me de. xD
after guitar lesson, meet sis and mum at bus stop and
went ah ma house together. me, mum, sis, er gu,san gu,
da bo mu and ah san cousin were talking studies all those.
mum finally agree on me aiming for TP!! she say if want go
TP, only can go Culinary and catering management. lols.
like this next time i can teach her how to cook. lols.
but provided my results can allow me to get in!!
TP! TP! TP! lols. xD okay, i'm going crazy... xD
after that, went Causeway Point with mum! shop shop
shop.. then rushed to Auntie's house. lols. after that,
went to ah jie's house with auntie. hmmm.. stayed
till 10.30 then auntie's friend came and fetch us back
and here i am, blogging!
on the way home, mum was telling them about our family.
and, i miss ah gong. i really miss him. tsk tsk.
Shimin is buying an A.guitar!
Shimin will be attending A.guitar lesson!
Shimin is going OBS in 2days' time!
fatty!! don't stress yourself up!!! don't think too much.
sometimes, by not thinking too much is the best way
to keep yourself happy!! keep smiling arhs..
shorty will always be there for you:D
Friday, May 29, 2009
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5:25 PM
it's FRIDAY~ last day of semester 1! lols. hmmm.
slept from 8 to 9 in class. and i paid full attention
in SS class!! wahaha~! xD
hmm.. didn't get back my report book!! T_T
cause my chem result was printed wrongly.
zzz. SA1 de marks printed as 5 marks lor.
overall, F9. Zzzz... ROARS~ suay la. first time
result printed wrongly lor. last time was my name
spell wrongly.. tsk tsk.
aftr school, went 500+ had lunch and went aunt house
take something. hmm.. me and aunt were talking about
some stuff lor. Zzz.. then headed home le...
3moredasy to OBS and i noticed, i don't have sleeping bag!
godly. lols. xD shimin's going off in 3 days' time!
Zzz.. alone at home again. tsk tsk...
many things just flashed back in my mind.
many things just pop into my mind.
and i'm really hoping, whatever's on my mind is not true.
i think, it really broke.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
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8:19 PM
i remember le!!
i don't know why, i'm starting to regret taking
HMT! tsk tsk. i'm disappointed in my HMT results!
tsk tsk. starting to lose interest for chinese. Zzz.
i just remember, i havent do my SS homework.
tsk tsk, no intention on doing. tomorrow go copy?
seriously, i'm hoping for a better SS and HISTORY
teacher. *both subjects are of the same teacher.
ROARS~!
i want a better life!T_T
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6:35 PM
THURSDAY! BORING! didn't get the chance to really
sleep in class lor. spent bio lesson going through paper.
EL lesson was super duper LAME. went hall do the
play. kns. waste of time lor.
CME was fine. finally the skit is over.lols. sian!
last week of june hoildays is full of lessons!
T_T
it's more of just JUNE than JUNE HOLIDAYS lor.
Zzz.. teachers are not forgetting to give homeworks!
2 sets of maths worksheets. chinese homework is like..
O.o!! need spend time reading stories lor. Zzz.
i willcome up with a plan! first week and last week
of JUNE IS GONE~ lols.
i'm PISSED OFF with my PARENTS~!
i'm still PISSED OFF!
getting report book tomorrow. hopefully i won't die.. Zzz..
hmm.. i slept like a pig today! from 4.15 slept till 6 then
wake up lor. Zzz.. really too tired le. tsk tsk.
after exams, i'm really back to the old me. sleep, sleep, sleep.xD
terrance asked me this.
T:" you and that guy over liao arhs?"
ME: who? daiheng arhs?
T: ya.
Me: yea lor. now we're good friends.
Andy: she 2 weeks change one boyfriend de.
me: O.o!
terrance: haha!
andy: then now you like who?
me: you, can?
terrance:wa, she like you leh.
andy: you believe her arh?
i was at there laughing. lols.
andy: you like kenneth lo arhs?
me: as a friend, of course la.
andy: sure anot?
me: ya la.
then Andy left. cause he say our CME project very sian.
lols.
hahas. i'm bored! shit. i forgot what i want to say le.
forget it.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
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7:02 PM
It's WEDNESDAY! xD hmm.. today's slightly
better than yesterday.. cause there's inline skating!
lols. hmm.. godly~! i couldn't keep myself awake during
BIO lesson!! Zzz. very tired lor. today's recess is at 9.30
but went library with Jasmin and Hamka. lols. was reading
about TP's stuff. hahas! inline skating from 10 to 12. lols.
hmmm.. the T break is killing me la!! couldn't master it. Zzz.
i will master it de! xD after that, went for chinese. Zzz..
after that, career talk by SP. ahh.. nice talk though i'm
not interested in SP. xD went around taking the informations
on those poly. wahaha~! now, i have one more choice~!
Nanyang Poly! Sports and wellness management. wahaha~!
culinary and catering management at TP de cut-off point is 14
lor. Zzz.. okay, mum just disagree on me going TP or NYP.
T_T nevermind. i will find a way out! oh ya, another course!
Retailed management at TP:D current courses i have on mind.
lols. wana use DPA not easy lor. Zzz..
hmm.. after school, went JP with Adela and Jiaen. sent my ODM
watch for repair. Zzz.. one month later then can get back. T_T
hmmm.. nothing much though. Exams period sian, no exams also
sian. tsk tsk.
stupid DHP!!! keep increasing his fee. smack him arhs! lols.
DHP! dont keep increasing leh, later i don't wana do your
business arhs. xD LOWER YOUR FEE, PIG!
oh, i woke up super late this morning. Zzz.. reached school
zui zui 7.15 lor. lols. haiz. no motivation to go school lor.
but, the moment that thinking came to my mind, I JIU FULL
OF MOTIVATION LE! wahaha~! xD
5moredays~
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
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5:50 PM
t's TUESDAY! lols. today's a better day than yesterday.
student council incestiture during assembly=)
COOL! lols.. nice one. okay. jasmin almost cried
when weilun was doing the stepping down speech.
hmm. career talk by Ngee Ann poly from 9 to 9.45.
i was half asleep. xD
recess... i guess, today's the worst recess ever!
i was satnding just right in front, yet, he walked past me like we never
know each other. but, you smiled and talked to her. i guess, it's because
she's there,
Mrs Sally E is back!:D i think i got her name wrong. =x
lols. she showed us her baby's photo and told us about
her honeymoon. hahas! got chased by Giraffe. lols. fell
asleep halfway. Zzz.. jasmin! i thought she was just
kidding when she said she's going to confront him.
in the end, she came back telling me the conversation.
yea, maybe, it's just a small matter.
HCL lesson was in com lab! he was on course. heehees.
i've decided! i'm aiming to get into TP! wahaha!
though abit far. lols. but that's where me, jasmin and Hamka
wana go=D
LOOK! if wana get into Culinary & Catering Management,
Minimum Entry Requirements
English Language (EL1)*
Grades 1-6
Mathematics (E or A)
Grades 1-6
Any three other subjects, excluding CCA
Grades 1-6
as for business,
Minimum Entry Requirements
English Language (EL1)*
Grades 1-6
Mathematics (E or A)
Grades 1-6
Any three other subjects, excluding CCA
Grades 1-6
I'M AIMING FOR EITHER COURSE!
xD stupid DHP! say i will burn the place down
if i go for Culinary & Catering Management.
shit him arhs! lols.
after school, waited for Adela and home-d while they
went JP. just that, i need time to be alone to sort
things out. tsk tsk.
this despo guy chat with me.
Andrew_teo@hotmail.com
he introduced himself after saying Hihi to me.
kept asking me to accept webcam. Zzz.
irritating! DESPO! ignored him totally.
Zzzz...
inline-skating tomorrow. aiya, 2hours only.
by the time we all got ready, i think only
left with 1 hour lor. still ned 3bucks for it.
Zzz. i rather go ECP rent. lols.
for the time being, Shimin's aiming for TP! xD
though not sure if you'll come here, but this song is for you,
Fatty.
there's only her in your eyes, your heart.
did the bond between us broke?
last time mentioning all these.
after today, no more!
Monday, May 25, 2009
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6:22 PM
It's Monday! somehow, i still think that i shouldn't
go school today. lols.. hmmm.. reached classroom
at 7 and slept all the way till 8.xD in between woke up
take temperature and went back to sleep. lols.
went com lab do the career thingy. lols. best occupation for
me is: Kindergarden Principle! hahas!!! funny rite? lols.
hmmm. today is more of a sleeping day in school for me.
and, today's recess doesn't seems to end. Zzz. and, you
were just in front of me. yet, we didn't talk. tsk tsk. hmmm.. sleeping time from
12 to around 1.10. lols. 'suddenly pretty' really got nothing
better to do lor. want our class do storytelling and say
wana me be one of the 'dancer'. if i don't manage to
squeeze myself to be a 'boatman', i wont be in school
for the act. Zzz.. only one word to describe, LAME. lols
waste of time lor. Zzz. hmmmm. went JP get camp stuff
and my school shoes. I'm happy with my new school shoes!
Kappa de leh!! bought size 4 and a half instead of 4. cause
size 4 make my feet really look super duper small.Zzz..
so i took 4 and a half. at least make my feet look longer?
lols.
hmmm.. boring day!! lols. hmmm. grandma's back from
hospital. shall go down visit her soon. just in case. Zzz..
hmm.... maybe i should start packing my camp bag! lols.
like abit kiasu lor. xD
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
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6:27 PM
back from the movie! hahas. i'm guai kia! reached home
before 6! unlike my sis. went out super duper early, now
watching movie lor.kns! lols. hmmm..
i waited for 241 for 10mins lor!! godly! lols. lucky i wasn't
late.. just on time:D Vivo's GV's queue was super long.
lols. bought the movie ticket for The Uninvited and after
that, walked around. hahas! xD
hmmm.. the movie's fine. just that, some parts really scared
me out. Zzz. ending was unexpected! everything was only
just her imaginations. Zzz.. in short, she's mad. lols. nice movie
though=)
after movie, went sis's house to take the bag for OBS. lols.
hmm.. thanks for pei-ing me, fatty!:D
a great day today!
school tomorrow. sian~
my ODM watch just went 'dead' on me again! third time le!
i'm going IMM tomorrow and tell that store about this prob!
roars~!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
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11:02 PM
areyouhappynow?
iguessyouare.cause,she'snotlongeravoidingyou.
she'songoodtermswithyouonceagain,justlikelasttime.
letmeknowwhenyouneedme,iwillbethere.
iwon'tappearwheni'mnotneeded.
thedaysbyyoursideisendingsoon.
iguess,iloveyou.
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3:14 PM
hmmmm... guitar lesson was fine:D lols..
had been chionging Hua Yang Nan Zi from 12 to now!
wahaha~! 3 more episodes to go! xD
hmm.. finally! had been stuck at home for almost
1 month.. movie tomorrow! The Uninvited!
DHP! you can't watch this show la. will chua sai de.
see, i'm NICE~ i know you got come my blog de.
no need to deny. xD
nothing much. that's all...
you didn't do anything wrong...
the problem lies with me.
i'm not emo okay!xD
Friday, May 22, 2009
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5:30 PM
finally done all housework for today le! weeS~! lols.
hmm.. got back all papers le.
EL P1- 37/60
EL P2 22/50
E Maths P1-47/60
E Maths P2 51/80
HCL P1 47/90
HCL P2-65/110
Social Studies- 38/50
History- 29/40
Chemistry 54.5/90
Biology- 50.5/90
A Maths- 31/80
LOOK, i just passed my HCL! goldy~! like this how to sit
for O lvl chinese? Zzz.. okay, firstly, we think there's something
wrong with e5 scripts. cause all HCL ppl in e5 got super duper
low for paper 1 while other classes got quite high. damn it!
but chances are not high. teacher say it's impossible cause
all scripts were marked by the same teacher.
obviously i failed my A maths. G-O-D-L-Y!
secondly,i'm happy with my SS, History and E maths results:D
the rest, haiz. i just passed my Biology paper 2. 30.5 out of 60.
Zzz.. i did quite badly eh? overall percentage, 54.1% ONLY!
LOOK MAN! P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C-! i won't cry cause i think there's
not a need to.. no point crying and crying non-stop.
as if after crying, your results will suddenly become all A1?
Zzz.. the only thing is to see where's our mistakes,
study even harder for mid-year. okay, let say, suay suay
fail overall, what can you do? no point crying over spilled milk.
Zzz. i seems evil eh? but, i'm just looking at the brighter side.
well, it's just like being in a relationship. if that relationship didn't go well,
if it has to end, it will end. get over it and look forward.
the sun still rises and sets and the wind still blow. lols.
世界是不会因为一个人而不动。
no matter what, life still goes on.. lols.
hmmm.. just as i expected. he's not happy with my results.
no matter how hard i worked for it, how hard i studied,
he doesn't care.... to him, results equals everything.
well, i can't and will never grow up the way you want me
to. i'm won't be like her, getting a 10points for O lvls and getting
into ACJC which requires like 6points.
because, my dream is not there. i never wanted to get
into JC.. Poly is where i'm aiming, and where i'll be going.
i have no intention in being a Uni student and even though
you kept saying i will regret, tell you what, I WILL NEVER
REGRET. but if i force myself to grow up the way you want me
to, i'll go crazy.. i really will.. that 3days. i chose to go over sis's
house and stay is because i wana avoid you. i don't want to
see you..
i thought after ah gong's death, you've learnt something and
changed. but i was wrong. you're still the same.. you don't
trust me.. you never learn to communicate nicely with me.
i longed for your care, concern and love. but ever since
i'm no longer a kid, i'm nothing to you. i can't be perfect..
sometimes, i find it hard to call you, "dad"...
又这样过了一天。。
i mean it when i said i miss you.
i didn't say it for the sake of saying.
do you know that?
do you really know how i feel?
Thursday, May 21, 2009
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9:53 PM
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5:15 PM
There's school tomorrow, so i'm back at Jurong. Zz..
well, as told, i had all housework done. tsk tsk.
i'm really the bao ga liao daughter.
getting back papers tomorrow, Zzz.. not pinning
high hopes though. tsk tsk. hmmm.. nothing much?
had subway for breakfast with weilun at IMM, and
homed. well, i guess, that all bahx...
just a replacement.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
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10:16 AM
ahh.. GOOD MORNING!:D
hahas. blogging at sis's workplace. xD
came here with her and be free labour worker. hahas.
nothing better to do at home, so decided to tag along.
lols. i think also nothing much to do. only do paper work
and admin stuff? lols. hmm.. everyone's shocked knowing
that i'm her sis. lols. cause we're like 11years away and we
don't look alike? hahas.
hmm.. i guess, that's all?? lols..
12moredays!:D
imissyou.
it's 5.20PM now! lols. i'm still at the workplace. lols.
did helped out but i'm slacking nost of the time. xD
hahas. well, i'm waiting for sis to knock off and go home
together:D feels kind of werid though. hahas.
nicky just took sis's biscuits away, leaving only like a few
packets for her. EVIL. hahas!nicky is sis's friend. lols. hmmm.
yea, he took those biscuits and share with Jonathan. hahas!
Hillwa, sitting beside me, a very friendly and funny da jie. lols.
i'm the youngest here. all is da jie jie and da kor kor to me.xD
hahas. okay, i'm crapping now. Zzz...
i just found out something!! Jonathan is my senior!! he's also
from Hua Yi de!:D surprise eh?? lols.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
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9:54 PM
hmm.. because i really have nothing to do, so here i am,
writing this entry for someone. DHP! xD
hmm.. thanks la hors. lols.. thanks for listening to how i feel,
and telling me what's the best i can do. you're indeed a great
help! hmmm.. you can also talk to me when you're feeling
troubled arhs:D good friends will always stay together. lols.
now, you kept saying we made the right choice that day.
i always didn't say anything about it. now, i really must
say... we really made the right choice:D
because we broke up, that's why we're able to be the way
we are now. telling each other how our personal stuff,
crapping and 'shooting' each other like always.. somehow,
i feel like thanking you. thank you for being so determined
during that period of time. i'm really very very very glad and
happy that i still have you as my friend=)
and yea, let nature take its course bahs...
my feelings will not change.
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10:13 AM
hmmm.. will really be slacking all 3 days. Zz.. staying at
sis house till Thursday. lols. the moment i woke up, baby
Chapman is bathing. hahas. being a child is nice.. all they
need to do is eat, sleep, play. xD no need worry about
anything. hahas! xD
hmmm. the only thing i can do here is online, blog, watch
tv, eat, sleep and play with Chapman. lols. great! will be
wasting my 3 days away. Zzz.. sian. no exams sian,
got exams also sian. lols..
well, thursday supposse to be a day out, but.. yea, fatty
got rehearsal. lols. hmm.. planned to meet up in the morning,
but he maybe got Chinese supp, so.. most likely will be
cancel. lols.
oh ya, i didn't screw my E maths paper 2 up:D lols.
getting back papers on friday.. *praying hard*
is whatever you told me yesterdday night true?
it's 3pm now. and i'm back blogging. lols this also means
that i really have nothing better to do! xD hmmmm..
i'm waiting for 5 to come and watch channel U. then wait for
sis and mum to be back to have dinner together. lols.
okay, it's kinda weird though. xD
i guess tomorrow will be just like this too. hahas!
will try ti get up later than today tomorrow. maybe
around noon? lols!!
Sunday, May 17, 2009
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9:36 PM
okay, headed down to NUH to visit ah ma the moment i woke
up.. Zz.. bath, and headed down. Zz.. after that, went Queestown.
Zz.. bought FBT. lols. after that, went west coast and finally,
homed! lols. mum will only be back on thursday cause she went
Sis's house and stay. zz.. she still say, the house is all up to me.
i was like, O.o! more like i'm the maid bahx. everything also i do.
Zzz..
okay, i revised for tomorrow's Math paper 2 like don't know what.
cause dad's at home, so i can't slack at all. except, texting with
Fatty! xD okay, i guess, i won't screw tomorrow's paper up. lols.
well, hopefully. hahas! LAST PAPER!
i'll use the 5 days to sort things out again.
the bond between us won't break:D
and, i'll always be there for you, fatty..
Saturday, May 16, 2009
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10:21 PM
didn't went down for breakfast with mum and sis
this morning cause i need my sleep!xD yea, i'm so pig!
almost couldn't wak up lor. until around 9.40, someone
called my house then i forced myself to wake up..
but i didn't pick up the call. xD
guitar lesson was fine, but i couldn't remember how to play
that spanish song so yea, teacher taught me again and,
godly~! i manage to pass! weeS~! after guitar lesson was
tuition.. hahas. mum cooked Green bean soup! then i told
Ivan. if not nice must say. don't need scare de. hahas.
but turn out to be very nice. lols. hahas!
after tuition, meet weilun outside JE library and started doing
revision. lols. hmmm.. study, crapped and started talking about
'stories' that we know about HY. lols. he told me a super funny
thing and we went laughing like hell. hahas!! xD after that,
went IMM..
he changed his Puma watch battery. i'm so dumb! his watch
no battery le i still at there press press press. Zzz. lols.
after that, went BK. i couldn't finish my fries! and he was at there
saying i confirm cannot finish my burger.. but i did! hahas. and he
said i'll have a bright future. LOL! after dinner, went home. lols.
that fatty!! scared me!!! godly~! lols. anyway, had fun with him.
hahas. xD
fatty! keep it going! i know you'll be able to let go de!!
Shorty will always be there for you:D
Friday, May 15, 2009
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3:21 PM
staying at home the whole day is seriously super
duper boring!! revision, revision, revision. GODLY!~
haiz. gona spend my weekends doing maths too.
想到都想哭！！T.T MYE is ending in 3moredays!
and i'm free~! but, what am i going to do for the 3
free days? godly~! maybe should go swimming. lols
suddenly, i lose the mood to study! and i messed
the kitchen table up! had been stuyding in the kitchen
insted in my room. hahas. cause my study table is too
small to fit all my books.. imagine. a total of 6textbooks,
2assessment books, 2ring files, foolscapes! lols.
太多了！太多了！太多了！xD
i think i'm going crazy soon... real soon. hahas..
i think i should go for a run later... lols.. i'm bored!!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
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4:59 PM
Firstly,i screwed my Bio paper for today.
A maths paper for yesterday.
El paper on tuesday. lols.
basically, it's all papers! but Chemistry is still
still okay. phew!
i woke up super early today. lols. went Jurong Green
de mac there meet weilun. lols. we were super early,
the workers just reached when we reached there. so
we ended up sitting outside the mac.. weilun taught me
on the Mole chapter. Thanks alot!! :D in the end, we didn't
had breakfast at Mac. cause it's like going to rain so we
headed back to school.. lols.
Jengila was complaining to me about Razak. hahas! super
funny sia! after that, went to find Mr lee. lols. xunbin said
Razak kept looking at my socks lor. but he never catch me.
then i say because i very guai ma, skirt not like those lower
sec de, super short lor. mine quite standard. xD
my mind was totally BLANK when sitting for Biology! godly~!
it's like, all alien language to me la!! T.T SCREWED UP!
Zzz.. no paper tomorrow.. will be mugging for E maths paper
2 tomorrow. tsk tsk. okay, i really studied for Chem! Zz..
i choose Chem instead of Bio.. Zzz.. but i'll buck up de!
i'll make sure for EOY, i'll study like hell for ALL subjects!
will come up with a Time-Table for the june Holidays asap!
lols. abit too Kiasu le.. Zzz SHIMIN WILL SYUDY HARD HARD DE!!
Look at the amount of sweets i have!! only the Eclipse and
the HUDSON's sweet is mine. the rest are from my tuition
teacher.. xD and see, my table was super messy!!!
17moredays!xD
She's really very good! goldy~! should i change
my guitar to acoustic? roars~! Zzz.. but i'm
already stopping lesson soon. should i stop or
continue??? T.T i'll save up for a Acoustic guitar!
but what am i going to do with my Classical guitar?
maybe it's time to keep a distance,
and get back to how i used to be.
because, all these are not meant to be.
Monday, May 11, 2009
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6:28 PM
tired tired tired.. Zzz.. woke up super early in
the morning when it's a school holiday. T.T
meet Kenneth and went polyclinic for the medical
check up.. Zzz.. so ma fan. ned take temp. and fill
in a form. Zzz.. went there and waited for quite long
then the person say need bring healthbooklet and
parent or guardian must be there. we will like. O.o
gave Keat a call and told him. lols. then i call sis bring
my healthbooklet down and my aunt to be my guardian.
Zzz.. kns. in the end, go in only ask a few questions lor.
also don't need an adult de.. Zzz. KENA SCAM.lols.
then we were saying, pay 20bucks for a few ticks and
a stamp. Zzz.. all sian diao.. lols. after that, meet up
with weilun for breakfast. lols. he told me his experience
in OBS and sec 3 camp. hahas! sounds very interesting
and fun.. but also like quite scary. Zzz.. nevermind! i will
like it de. hahas!! pei him wait for bus cause he going
JE lib study while i went aunt house awhile and headed home.
i'm seriously very pig lor! complete one A maths past year paper
jiu fell asleep all the way till 5plus. GODLY~! tuition changed to
tomorrow.. cause need to chiong A maths past year paper first.
zz.. i just received a shock yesterday! and i received another one
just now. Zzz... no more shocks please.. but hoping miracles will happen..
看到你因为她而难过，我也有点难过..
Sunday, May 10, 2009
,
7:40 PM
Dad complained that we didn't go visit ah ma after she
had been hospitalised. Zzz. so we all went down to visit her
today. Zzz.. i don't know what to say.. seeing her so xin ku.
i'm scare.. really very scare. but i chose to keep quiet.
what if she leave us all of the sudden like ah gong?
while on the way home, so memories flashed back.
i still remember ah gong and ah ma celebrating my
birthdays with me when i was young. i still remember
how ah gong used to scold us when we don't wana play
with one of my cousin. i still remember them coming up
to my house and all relatives gather together.. i may still be
young when all those happened. but i still remember everything.
everything's still so new in my mind.
fell alseep on my bed after reaching home. woke up around
1 and went Pioneer mall. Zzz.. kena scam by Kenneth. tsk tsk.
left at around 3plus and da jie they all came over at 5plus.
lols. talked about the OBS thing. godly arhs. sis lending me
alot of things. the bag pack, sunglassess, shoes for water activites
and sleeping bag. hahas.
medical check up tomorrow EARLY IN THE MORNING. lols.
godly~! tuition tomorrow.. Zzz.. Chionging A maths till evening.
chiong Chem le. Zzz.
21moredays!
Saturday, May 9, 2009
,
7:29 PM
planned to wake up at 8 to study.. but hors, heehees.
woke up at 9 instead. xD expected de ma. i so pig. LOL!
tuition from 11 to 1 and started jio-ing ppl go out study. lols.
meet Kenneth, Soon Keat and Lifang at JP mac.. Zzz..
kena chase away. O.o! so waited for Lifang to reach and
went went Pioneer Mall study. Pioneer Mall de mac also
quite full lor. so we went Koufu. lol!! 4 ppl only but we occupied
6 ppl's seat de table. hahas!
i turned the table into a mess! xD study, study, study and they
started saying stuff about me! roars~! stupid Lao Keat!
oh ya, my ODM went crazy again! suddenly went back to
18june08, 17.07. Zzz.. totally the same as last time lor.
told Keat about it and he said my watch is haunted. and i was
like =.=! lols.
Keat also sung this song..
'Wo ai Chang Chin, Chang Chin ai wo"
and he said he's singing on my behalf.
please la.. even chang chin ai wo, i also don't
ai ta lor!!! lols. then i was chattung with weilun,
then keat go write shimin love weilun. O.o!
LAME! lols. after that, helped sis buy dinner
and walked home with Kenneth while Keat and
lifang took bus to jp to take MRT. lols..
DH, what are you confused about? though i'm not sure
if you'll come and read my blog, but i hope i'll be the one
you'll come to when you need to talk to someone:D
i said b4, i'll always be your best friend. i'll always be there
for you=) do take care=)
不提不代表望了，只是以经没有那个必要了..
Friday, May 8, 2009
,
7:41 PM
Humanities paper today! SS was still okay..
History was like.. O.o! i don't even know what
i'm writing lor. i'm just writing for the sake of writing.
GODLY~! i'm so-going-to-flunk-my-history.
Chem lesson from 12.30. waited for Jasmin they all
till 3plus. lols. got the OBS forms from Mr.Lee & i'm so
happy la!!
went to eat after that and homed with Hakim=)
went JP meet sis at around 6plus, bought a mango
cake for mum and surprised her! but the first thing she said was,
is this week meh? lols. funny sia. but i'm glad she loves
the mango cake=)
OBS! OBS! OBS! wahaha~! hmmm.. going medical check
up with Keat & Kenneth on monday. lols. need injection! T.T
i hope it doesn't hurts. =x hahas..
24moredays to OBS! wahaha!
Shimin love OBS!♥
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
,
3:19 PM
Chem lesson was suppose to be today! but was
being postpone again. ROARS~! postpone to Friday
after exams. Zzz.. confirm very restless de lor. T.T
went JP and had lunch at Cavana with Nicholas. and homed
after that. tsk tsk. i'm off to mug!!
CHIONG ARH!!
Mr.Fatty, if you read this..
hahas! SMILE! xD
don't think too much=)
i'm sorry that i broke my promise.
i'm sorry.. i just couldn't stop myself..
it doesn't hurt at all. it's my heart
that's hurting...
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
,
7:24 PM
i'm all prepared to flunk my Amaths.
Past year papers was like O.o!! even
my tuition teacher said it's a difficult paper.
tsk tsk.
all prepared..
should i be happy?
i'm just someone who'll always be forgotten.
that song no longer describe us... you like her..
i'm speechless.
i'm too tired to cry...
really too tired le...
,
2:55 PM
Chem lesson postpone.. tuition brought forward to 4..
mum's going Genting with da jie and brother-in-law and will
only be back on Friday. tsk tsk..
nothing much.. will be chionging for this friday's paper.
i've never been so hardworking for my exams. -.-
if i never do well, si le suan le. lols.
you said we can still be friends... but, seems like, you're
regretting whatever you had said.. i thought we'll still be
best friends, like the way we used to be. but i'm wrong.
after i've got back my stuff, i know. we'll never get to
meet le...
i could no longer see your name in my inbox as frequent as it use to be.
i've become your history, eh?
you've forgot all about me, eh?
it's time to give up.
my love can no longer bring you anywhere.
my feeling is telling me. sooner, you and Gwen will be together.
when that day comes, it will also be the day my love will come to an end,
没有你的第十天。。
Monday, May 4, 2009
,
5:14 PM
what a day to start my week...
Gastric pain early in the morning followed
by cramp.. Zzz.. roars~! i'm expecting even
worse day? lols. hopefully not. tsk tsk..
okay, i actually didn't pay attention during Chem
lesson and Ms cheong asked if i'm all right. lols.
she asked me to take care and eat regularly. hahas.
good chem teacher:D
hmmm.. nothing much though. Chem supp changed to
tomorrow and this means i'll have to postpone my tuition
to a later time. godly. i'll be super tired tomorrow.. 24hrs really
not enough! hmmmm.. if only humans can work for 24hrs without
resting like 7-11. hahas!
gotta study for friday's paper! wish me luck!
when it's time to let go, no point holding on.
it will only make you and the one love you love miserable..
our story ended, but my love for you will continue...
没有你的第八天。。
Sunday, May 3, 2009
,
10:44 AM
i finally got it.. t's really the end for us... we can't even be
bestie now... guys are all the same... when they just dumped
you, they say stuff like, will still keep in contact.. when you noticed
that they went back on their words and broke their promises.
you asked them why.. they got fed up, pissed off with your messages
and decided to ignore your messsages. when you asked them why,
they will say it doesn't mean we can keep sms-ing..
you said we can be best friends.. do you know the meaning of
best friends?
best friend means no matter what, i'll be there for you.
best friend means no matter what, we'll always stay together.
best friend means no matter what, if there's someone who bullies
you, i'll stand up for you.
best friend means no matter what, i'll always be your best friend..
but somehow, i feel that, we're just friends or worse, strangers.
i don't know what's on your mind.. i don't know how you feel...
but there's one thing i'm sure of... you're pissed off with me.
because i kept texting you. and i'm sorry about that. i won't do that
anymore. sorry for bothering you. keep smiling dude! like the way
you always smile at me....
i just noticed.. my blog can only be seen NORMAL using IE.
ABNORMAL when using Mozilla. lols. so, please use IE.
i'll do something about my blog after my exams.
hmm.. anyone knows where to get song for blog?
imeem.com only plays 30sec of the song. roars~!
我回竟量好好过。。
答应我，你要好好过。。
没有你的第七天。。
Saturday, May 2, 2009
,
2:31 PM
give me another chance to mi bu whatever i had done
wrong in our previous relationship. this time round, we won't
fail. we really won't fail.. trust me.. i know it's my fault that's why
you lost confidence in me.. but i'll build up your confidence in me..
please... i really need you by my side.. i don't wana us to end this way..
i really don't wana us to end... and this time, we won't end.. please
trust me....
i really cannot do without you.. you once said you won't leave me.
you once said you won't know what to do without me. how about me?
is really accepting me that hard?
everyday, i had been praying you will be back..
everyday, i had been praying hard you will give me another
chance.. please, give me one last chance.. you're all i need...
i know you're very busy ever since you started poly. i know you will
become even more busy than now as time pass.. but, busy had never been
a problem between us and it never will. i'm sure you know that.. the problem
is, we always said we'll talk things out nicely. but always, we'll end up quarrelling
and that's my fault. this time round, i really will solve problems with you nicely..
i mean it... i know you'll doubt whatever i say, because actions speak louder than
words. but i need you to give me another chance to prove it to you... i'll prove to you
that we won't end again...
i promise not to quarrel with you over small matters..
if i didn't lose my cool that night, you won't had leave me..
please, don't reject me anymore. let me be the one by your side..
i love you.. i really do..
没有你的第六天。。
Friday, May 1, 2009
,
7:49 PM
It's Labour Day.. but didn't get to sleep dao shiok leh.
woke up 8.15 and get ready to go ah ma house to
bai ah gong. today's also ah gong's 100th day death
anniversary? hmmm. we thought we already very early le.
but who knows. everyone was waiting for us. =x
bai le, had lunch, and went home. one thing i like about
going ah ma house. is because it's always filled with laughter
and fun. but that's only when 4th and 5th is there. lols. and when they
talk to my dad. it's always very funny de lor.. except when talking about
serious stuff.. heard that ah ma was sick. Zzz.. she was running a fever.
tsk tsk.. i guess she really miss ah gong bahs. i still remember seeing
how heartbroken she was when ah gong left us. hope she will get well soon,
after that, went to trim my hair with mummy.. no much difference though.
went home, bath, complete my bio paper 1 and went to take a nap..
super tired lor.. cannot tae it.. from 1sleep all the way to 3. wake up, change
and went out! gor came along too. went ECP eat and walk walk. lols. took
photos too:D
i'm waiting for your message..
hope you will reach back singapore safely...
没有你的第五天。。
真的很想你。。
