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Monday, January 5, 2009
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6:41 PM
Second day of school and still no lesson! lols. normal timetable starts on Wednesday. that's like 2moredays!!! gosh~! like preparing for war sia. lols. once it start, it'll never end. it's either i die or my books die. XD got the don't know what workshop. fun! play board game!! heehees!! Baby & gor came! baby bought honey green tea for me. weeS~! thanks baby! they pei me go woodlands kan yi sheng.. lols. took 187 there.. Zzz.. super duper warm sia. the bus machiam like no air cons lor.. Zzz.. wa.. the don't know that the doctor put hors, super duper pain! T.T zhen de hen tong lor. suay la. he also say if 2weeks later, haven't recover, need to go back again. gosh~! the medical fee damn ex! 50bucks leh!! gosh~! after that, went Pasa Palam! lols. then when to get sushi. lalala~! sat down near mrt station and eat lor. home-d after that. don't know when then will get to meet up with baby again. need to xi guan days and days without baby.. baby, i'm sorry. i guess,
i'm too sensitive le. thanks for not being mad at me. iloveyou!<3 looking back, i noticed i had changed alot and quite a few times. i changed the most after my last broke up with Ace. i totally changed and i almost don't believe it's me. i shut everyone out of my life, i slowly become rebelious & vugularities was frequently being used by me. during that period of time, i was aware that i'm not myself yet all i knew was, that's the only way to hide everything, the only way to let others think that i'm not being affected by the broke up.as time passes, i slowly understand that what's gone, it's gone forever. and i started learning to let go of him.. after i started working, i started to change again.. changed for the better, and even better than before(: no longer using vugularities except for Ma De. lols. i'm not very sure what caused the change in me, all i know is that i'm back to who i really am! i'm as crazy as i used to be. ehs. nope! i'm even more crazier now!! whatever it is, i'm glad i'm who i am(: lastly, i have great friends like Wilson Wu, Huang ShiQi and a few more and not forgetting, my lovely baby, Seak Dai heng!<3 |